chapter is 2749 words so
yeah
it's a long one
that's what she said
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Todoroki's POV:
I woke up to Bakugo tapping my shoulder to get my attention.
"Huh? Sorry..."
"It's fine," He said. "But hey. Are you gonna be okay if I go to school?"
"Yeah why?"
"Think about it Todoroki. Almost every time I've left you alone you tried something. I'm asking you genuinely, are you going to be okay if I'm not here?"
I don't wanna get in the way of his studies
He should go
"Yes, I'll be fine."
"Promise?"
Shit
I always break these
"I'm just gonna go train at the gym all day."
"No, not all day. Don't overwork yourself. I'll call you in between every class and at lunch, okay?"
"I'll be fine. Worst case scenario I'll just lay here and get high."
He sighed.
"Try not to. Maybe instead you could start looking at jobs. Or other careers you might wanna work towards."
"Maybe. I'll be fine don't worry. You shouldn't have to fall any further behind for me. I'll be ok."
He looked down.
"I want to trust you. I really do. I wish I could trust you." He grabbed a pack of cigarettes out of my bag and stuck them in his pocket, thinking I didn't notice. "I'll go, but please just take care of yourself ok? Eat something too. Ok?"
"Fine I will. But I'll only promise if you promise me that the cart of cigarettes you just took won't be empty when you get back."
He sighed.
"Fine whatever. I'll see you later."
"Ok."
He exited the dorms and I just kind of looked around, not knowing what to do next.
He's been watching me like a hawk lately
I haven't been able to do anything
But now I have the chance
He'll definitely check my arms when I get back
But if I get high now
I'll be sober enough by the time he gets back
I've been so scatterbrained and stressed out lately
I deserve a break
It's only fair
I do miss cutting though
Is that fucked up?
I miss the blood and the pain
But the relief
Hey maybe if he trusts me after today, I can go back to all of that
Behind his back of course
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