Todoroki's POV:
Eventually I made it back to my own dorm, immediately slamming my door and collapsing to the ground in tears.
What's wrong with me?
I get calls like that from my father at least three times a week
Why is it suddenly effecting me now?
I tore my bag open and took out the pack of 3 inch blades, ripping it open. The blades all fell out, scattering across the floor around me.
I don't care why I feel this way
I picked one up.
I just want it to stop
Without thinking, I rolled up my sleeve. I pressed the blade down at the top of my wrist, watching the blood slowly form around it.
I'm sorry Bakugo
I sliced diagonally from the top of my wrist to the start of my elbow, tears obscuring my vision as the blood splattered all around me. I pulled the blade out of my flesh and began savagely carving away at my arms, not bothering to look at the true damage I was inflicting upon myself. I didn't care.
I watched as my blood cascaded down my arm, then dripped down and seeped into the carpet. The more aggressively I slashed, the farther the blood would splatter.
There was blood on the walls. Blood on my face. My clothes. The floor. Even a few droplets had made it all the way to the ceiling.
My head was light, but I didn't care. I moved to the next arm, picking up another blade.
A blank canvas
Clean blade
Fresh start
I located the main artery in my arm, which stretched all the way to the end of my forearm at least.
There
I placed the blade accordingly.
That's where I'll aim
I pressed the blade down as hard as I could.
Guess I won't be showing up for training tomorrow
I slashed the blade across with all my might, feeling the blood splatter onto my cheek and run down my arm.
My hands shook violently and I dropped the blade, feeling my head go dangerously light. My vision began to grow darker, and I felt myself fall onto my side.
Shit
I went too far
What the hell did I do?
I'll call Bakugo
I took my phone out of my pocket and opened it.
(2) Missed calls from Bakugo
Shit
I tried to navigate my phone to call back, but my vision was almost completely gone. My arms were numb.
I dropped the phone and closed my eyes.
I'm sorry
I'll probably be fine when I wake up...
But I didn't mean to fuck up this badly
I'm sorry
-time skip-
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