A life with a gamer as a lover

Love. Dear. Darling.

Previously:
Ben: Guess you'll have to find out....so why don't you give me a kiss?
Jeff: Ok. Doesn't mean I'll go easy.
Ben: I like when people treat me roughly so that should be fine.
Jeff: Ok. You asked for it.

Continued:
Ben's POV:

Honestly I'm excited but kind of scared. Jeff's never gone his full force on me before...What will it be like? Will I feel like I'm getting ripped in half by him...? Will it just feel like usual but a step up? I want to feel him be rough with me...even if it means I can walk for a week. I want him to be rough. 

Ben: I did ask for it...so...rip me in half.
Jeff: Ok...but if you reach a limit where you think you need to stop tell me okay?
Ben: Okay. I will.

I lied. I probably won't. Normally I can barely take Jeff. I need to get used to him. So I can pleasure him too. I'll eventually stop if it gets really bad.

Jeff: Love. Come here.
Ben: Ok~
Jeff: Dear don't be naughty just come here.
Ben: I'm not being naughty.
Jeff: Darling..

I walk over to him where he was sitting on the bed. He wants to take it slow but I just want to feel him inside me...I crawl on top of him and he grabs my face. He kisses my face harder than usual. He then goes straight for my sweet spot on my neck. I love it when he does this because it makes my back arch. I hear Jeff's low moans as I move around. He bites on the spot he made purple and I can feel my breathing change. I want more though..I want to feel him.. 

Ben: J-Jeff...p-please..
Jeff: Darling. Why must I remind you every time? Use your words darling. You know what happens if you don't. 
Ben: P-please...j-just! I want...I want you inside me~ Ah~
Jeff: I love it when you're bold like this darling~ 
Ben: Oh well...I'm just saying what's o-on my m-mind. J-Jeff~
Jeff: Alright dear...You want me to rip you? I'll rip you.

I smile as he says this. Finally. He's going to rip me. I feel him pull down my pants. He roughly puts his fingers in my mouth. I look him dead in the eyes while I coat them with saliva. He plays will the hole but doesn't put his fingers in. He just rubs it with his finger and it's driving me crazy.

Ben: Pl-please...J-Jeff. D-don't t-tease—

Jeff's POV:
Ben was telling me not to tease him when I shoved a finger in him. He gasps in surprise. I let him adjust and as soon as he starts adjusting I shove another finger in him catching him off guard again. I don't let him adjust and I start fingering immediately. He whines and I shove my fingers farther. He whines again and pulls at my pants. I take them off then my boxers.

Ben: P-please~ I n-need it-
Jeff: Darling~ I'll give it to you...but. Use your words.
Ben: P-please! I J-just n-need it. I- I'll be a           g-good boy! P-please!
Jeff: I didn't ask for you to be a good boy did I?

I put my finger to his chin. I smile at him. So pretty.

Ben: J-jeffff.
Jeff: I asked for you to use your words. If you want to please me too then beg. With your words. Don't just say please.
Ben: O-ok. J-Jeff...p-please r-rip me i-in half~ I don't care h-how hard you g-go just please! 
Jeff: You're so pretty baby~ alright...turn around.

I barely even wait and I shove my dick inside him. All. The way in.

Ben: A-Ah~ J-Jeff! Mmn~ I-I've never f-felt you a-all the way i-in before~
Jeff: How do you feel darling?
Ben: G-good...

I know it's hurting him a little bit he's really bad at hiding things. I give him a little bit to adjust.

Jeff: You okay if I start moving?
Ben: M-Mhm. 

Ben's POV:
It hurts a lot but it feels so good at the same time.  He's so big...I feel pathetic. I can hardly handle him all the way in. I might actually rip.