Kellin Quinn Imagines

You Miss Him While He's On Tour

Kellin has been on tour for the past 3 months. You've been skyping and calling him everyday but it's not the same. You miss him like crazy all the time. You haven't been going out with your friends, you don't want to depress them, and you have nobody else to talk to. The only people you can talk to are Gabe and Kellin, both are on tour. Kellin isn't supposed to be home for another 2 months and you don't know how you're gonna survive that long without him. Your phone beeps in your pocket, its a text from Gabe.

Gabe: Hey, just got off stage, how're you feeling today? 😋

You: Hey, just sitting home alone as always, pretty shitty to be honest. How're you? 😔

Gabe: I'm alright I guess, its nice to talk to Kellin once in a while. 😉

You: What do you mean? 😧

Gabe: Unless he's performing he locks himself in his room on the bus and doesn't leave, none of us are able to see him or speak to him unless he's on stage with us. He's missing you like crazy. 😕

You: I feel exactly the same way. Except there's nobody for me to talk to and there's no reason for me to leave the house so I stay in here and cry constantly. I've gotten myself into a routine actually. First thing in the morning I cry about waking up alone, then I cry because Kellin is enjoying himself and I feel guilty for wishing he was with me, then I cry because I confuse myself, then I cry because I miss Kellin, then I cry because I'm forever alone, then I cry because I have such a boring life right now. See how much free time I have? I can make up a fricken tear schedule. 😓

Gabe: Hahaha, I think Kellin can do the same actually. It sucks for me because you're both my good friends and you're both depressed about not being with eachother and I just wanna pick you both up and smash you together so you never have to be apart again. 😃

You: I'd be down for that. Listen, I gotta go. Its time for me to cry about missing Kellin and I don't wanna mess up my schedule. Bye dude, nice talking to you. 😣

Gabe: Awww OK bye, please don't cry, it was nice talking to you too! 😧😥😉

And with that you turn your phone off and shove it in your pocket. It instantly starts beeping again, this time its your favourite person in the world texting you.

Kellin: Hey baby, you alright? 😘 Xxxx

You: Hey Kels, not particularly, you? 😕 Xxxx

Kellin: Awww, why are you sad baby? 😧 Xxxx

You: Because I miss you, then I feel guilty for being so selfish and wishing you were here rather than pleasing the rest of humanity. 😥 Xxxx

Kellin: You're not selfish baby, I miss you too, you have no idea 😔 Xxxx

You: Actually I think I have a pretty good idea, seeing as I miss you just as much, if not more. 😰 Xxxx

Kellin: Awww baby!!! 😟😘 Xxxx

You: Skype? 😣 Xxxx

Kellin: Sure 😘 Xxxx

You turn on Skype and he instantly calls you, his smile quickly fades when he sees your tear stained face.
"Oh my god baby, please don't cry!" He begs.
You shake your head "Sorry, I wish you didn't have to see me like this. I just...I miss you so much Kels!"
He tears up "I miss you too baby, I wish I was there to hold you in my arms."
You nod "So do I. Remind me, how many days till you're home?"
He's thoughtful for a moment "I can't remember. I lost count. Too many."
You nod "Yeah. God I miss you Kels. None of my friends have been talking to me or even attempting to invite me out, though obviously I'd decline any invitation, I'm so depressing and I don't wanna upset anyone!"
Kellin shakes his head "I miss you (Y/N)! Promise me next tour you'll come with us?"
You nod frantically "Wouldn't miss it for the world. I gotta go Kels, I think I'm about to have a full blown meltdown and I don't want you to see me like that."
Tears fall from Kellins eyes "Don't break down baby, please!"
You start shaking "I'm sorry Kels, I'll speak to you later OK? I love you."
He sniffles "Please don't, I love you too baby."

You end the Skype call and start rocking backwards and forwards on the couch, yep, definitely about to have a meltdown. Yay. Meltdowns are fun. If you didn't read that in an overly sarcastic tone then I honestly don't know how you're on this planet, seriously. More tears flow from your eyes and you try to focus on breathing normally, looks like this is a panic attack too. Yay. Even more fun. There's a sudden knock at your front door, making you jump and almost fall off the couch. You manage to calm yourself down slightly so that only your hands are shaking when you stand up from the couch and walk towards the door. You struggle slightly twisting the door knob with your shaking hands but you manage to open it eventually.
You couldn't believe your eyes. Standing in front of you was your favourite person in the entire world. The man you love. The man who was supposed to be on tour for another 2 months. Kellin Quinn.
"K-Kellin!?! You're supposed to be on tour!?! What are you doing here!?!" You stutter, tears forming in your eyes.
Kellin smiles down at you and you notice his eyes are slightly red and puffy "I couldn't stand being away from you any longer so here I am. I missed you too much and couldn't stand the thought of you having a meltdown because I wasn't there, I forced the tour bus driver to drive me here to see you."
You look down at the floor "S-So you aren't staying?"
Kellin shakes his head and smiles, picking your chin up with his finger "No, I was hoping you wouldn't be either."
You raise an eyebrow "What do you mean?"
Kellins smile widens "I was wondering if you wanted to come on tour with us, for the remainder of it anyway, because I can't stand being away from you any longer and the guys hate me being depressed all the time?"
You smile for the first time in over a month "R-Really!?! I can come with you!?!"
Kellin nods excitedly. You throw yourself at him and he wraps his arms around you. Kellin sighs "I've missed you so much (Y/N). There's one thing we haven't done yet though."
You pull away and raise an eyebrow at him "And what might that be Mr Quinn?"
He wiggles his eyebrows "This!" He says before dipping your back to the floor and kissing you passionately. He lifts you back up and pulls you back to his chest. "Ah, that's better. Now I'm a very happy man."
You giggle and bury your face in his chest "I guess we'd better pack my stuff then?"
Kellin gasps "You're coming with us!?!"
You nod excitedly "Of course! I can't stand being away from you either Kellin, I love you goddammit!" You grab his hand and pull him up to your bedroom. You both start packing your stuff before you load it all onto the bus. Once all the bags are loaded the bus starts moving. You greet all the guys, giving Gabe a hug for being such a good friend, before walking to the back of the bus with Kellin and flopping on the bed. He chuckles and flops down beside you. You shuffle closer to him and he wraps his arms around you, pulling you tighter against him. You smile widely and breathe in his amazing scent.
"I love you Kellin." You lean up and kiss his lips lightly.
He smiles and leans down to kiss your lips "I love you too (Y/N)."