Kellin Quinn Imagines

He Comes To See You

You'd been cooped up in your apartment for over a month, getting friends and family to deliver food to your door and giving them the money through your post box. Basically, you havent left your apartment and have been completely fine with that. You're trying to get over a rough break up. Said break up was with none other than Kellin Quinn, the guy who you thought was the one, you're starting to think that love is total bullshit now, and it clearly meant nothing to him. He broke up with you over a month ago, and you've been a complete wreck. He said he couldnt cope with having such an "over dramatic girlfriend" with all the stress of the band. You knew he was under a lot of pressure, but you'd been helping him through that, and what he said HURT. A LOT. But whatever, you figured you should try your best to get over him, as he clearly moved on from you straight away.

You're gonna leave your apartment for the first time in over a month. To treat yourself. You're gonna buy yourself a Mcdonalds. You pull on some black skinny jeans which are ripped at the knees, a plain grey long sleeved shirt and your favorite plaid hooded jacket. You pulled the hood up on your jacket and left your apartment, locking your door behind you. You strolled down the corridor, ran down the stairs and out the door. Its been so long since you've been outside. You saunter down the street until you reach Mcdonalds. Its pretty late out, but fuck it. You reach the front desk and smile politely "One happy meal please, its for my sister." You clarify.
The guy at the desk nods and sends your order out, a few minutes later you're handed your meal. You walk out of the Mcdonalds building and rip open your happy meal box, you dont even HAVE a fucking sister, you just didnt want people to question your immature ways! You finish it all apart from your fries, which you're still eating. You got a Yoshi toy from your happy meal, hell YEAH!!! You tuck Yoshi in your front pocket and continue eating your fries as you make your way up the stairs, back to your apartment. When you reach the top of the stairs, you hear crying. You stop walking and listen, being the nosy bitch that you are.
"(Y/N), please! Let me in! At least open up! I-I need to talk to you!" A manly voice you recognize instantly cries from down the hall. You look around the corner at the top of the stairs and see Kellin standing outside your door, crying, with his fist against it. He drops his hand and leans his back against the door, sliding down it and crying into his hands. You turn the corner fully and lean against the wall.
You swallow a fry "Kellin?"
He looks up at you with, wide, tear filled eyes. "(Y/N)!?!" He stutters nervously. "I-I thought you were inside..."
You nod and hold up your fries "I was in need of an immature meal, so I went to Mcdonalds and bought myself a happy meal. Was there something you wanted?"
Kellin nods and sniffles, but doesnt see anything, he just looks at you. Taking everything in. He takes in your outfit, how you're standing, your raised eyebrow and your face that doesnt show even a hint of happiness. Why would it? He shakes his head and sucks his lips inside his mouth before bursting into tears again, his head falling back to his hands. You finish your fries and run over to him.
"Oh my god, whats wrong!?! Actually, wait, c'mon, we'd better talk inside." You nod to yourself and unlock your door. Kellin doesnt move. You crouch down and take one of his hands, squeezing it reassuringly "Hey, c'mon Kels, its alright." He looks up at you and clings to your hand tightly. You pull him up and lead him inside, before letting go of his hand to shut your door. You turn around and see him looking around your apartment. He stares at your couch. You smile slightly as you remember all the times you and Kellin stayed up watching movies until sunrise. You've missed him so much. You shake your head, not wanting to think about that right now. You stroll over to your couch and flop down on it. You let out a sigh of relief.
"Oh my god not leaving my apartment in over a month has affected my walking ability, I NEED to start going to the gym too. Fuck. But icecream is too good!" You pout and turn to Kellin, who is laughing slightly and still standing in your hallway. "Come sit down dude, do you want some hot chocolate?"
Kellin raises an eyebrow before nodding "Oh right, British version of hot cocoa, yeah please." He smiles weakly and sits on your couch. You nod and jump up, skipping to your kitchen to make two cups of hot chocolate.

You carry the two mugs of hot chocolate into the living room and see Kellin sitting on your couch, leaning forward with his head in his hands. You place his mug on the table before sitting down beside him. 
"Thank you..." Kellin says quietly.
You nod "No problem. So, what did you come see me for?"
He sniffles "I just...its so stupid! I made the biggest mistake of my life! I've never felt worse! I cant write songs anymore, I've had permanent writers block since I...since I broke up with you. Im so fucking sorry (Y/N)! Wh-When you held my hand earlier...I never wanted you to let me go! B-But you arent showing any emotion at all! You didnt look happy to see me, or sad because you miss me, and yes when I first saw you I practically lit up, and I've been crying for nights on end because I've missed you! You're completely over me, and its fucking killing me!" He cries.
You shake your head and place your mug on the table "No Kellin, thats not how it is at all! I've stayed locked in here since the day you broke up with me, nobody has seen me at all, my friends and family have been doing my shopping for me and leaving it on my doorstep and I've been paying them through my fucking post box! I left my apartment tonight for the first time in over a month, I managed to stop myself crying for an hour, which is a huge fucking achievement! I've been trying so hard to get over you, because I thought you'd never come back, but even when thinking that I couldnt get over you! When I saw you crying at my door earlier...I didnt know what to think! I didnt want to break down infront of you, I didnt want to run up to you and hug you incase it scared you or something, so I just chose to keep my emotions to myself!" Tears fill your eyes "I've fucked everything up, just like last time!"
Kellin shakes his head "No baby-(Y/N)-fuck! You havent fucked anything up, and you never did! It was so stupid of me to break up with you, I regret it so much now!" He turns to face you as tears roll down your faces. You grab his hands and intertwine your fingers with his. He blushes and you smile slightly. You rest your foreheads together and keep your fingers intertwined. You stare into eachothers eyes. Kellin takes a deep breath before closing his eyes and giving you an eskimo kiss, gently rubbing his nose against yours. You return the eskimo kiss and smile widely at him, his eyes seem to melt slightly as he looks at your smile. "Am I too late?" He whispers.
You shake your head "No, you're right on time."
Kellin smiles "Will you be my girlfriend again?"
You nod "100% yes!"
Kellin kisses you properly then, your fingers still intertwined with his. You fall back onto the couch and he lies on top of you, still kissing you. Then he pulls away and rests his forehead against yours, looking at your intertwined fingers and smiling. You giggle at his cuteness.
"Dont worry Kellin, I wont hesitate to hold your hand at every possible opportunity." You wink at him.
Kellin laughs and kisses you softly "Thank you baby, I love you."
You blush and bite your lip "I love you too." And you spent the rest of the night cuddled up on your couch, never letting go of eachothers hands.