Kellin Quinn Imagines

You Feel Self Conscious

You walk slowly to the bathroom, wrapped in nothing but a towel. When you arrive in the bathroom you lock the door and drop the towel before walking over to the mirror. You stare at yourself in horror. You feel so ugly. How could someone as perfect as Kellin Quinn love you? You scrunch your face up in disgust. Why were you cursed with such ugliness? You sigh and lean against the wall, sliding down it and ending up on the floor with your knees being held by your arms infront of your chest. You start crying. You're so glad you did this so early in the morning, the last thing you want is for Kellin to wake up and start worrying about you. You've never been happy with yourself. Has your life with Kellin all been some sick joke? Does he really love you? These questions start to trouble you, racing around your head, causing you to cry harder. You jump suddenly when you hear a light knock on the bathroom door.
"(Y/N) are you in there?" Kellin asks softly.
You sniffle and try to control your voice. "Yeah."
"Are you alright baby?" Kellin asks through the door.
"Yeah, just peachy." Your voice breaks on the word peachy, completely throwing off your attempt at fooling Kellin into thinking you're ok.
"Whats wrong baby, you can tell me." Kellin says in a voice softer than butter.
"Nothing, Im fine Kellin, honest." Your voice breaks at the end of your sentence again and you sigh, there's no way you're going to convince him you're ok.
Kellin unlocks the door from the outside and walks into the bathroom. He looks around frantically and when his eyes land on you he gasps. He crouches beside you. "Baby whats wrong!?! Please tell me!?!" He begs.
You shake your head into your knees "I've never been happy with myself or my body and when I looked in the mirror I was horrified and disgusted at what looked back at me. Im terrified that all of this is some sort of sick joke or a perfect dream and somebody is going to jump out at me and shout FOOLED YOU or Im going to wake up in my old apartment alone. How can someone as perfect as you love me!?!" You cry.
Kellins arms wrap around you and pull you onto his lap. "(Y/N) you are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Dont doubt yourself, you're absolutely perfect. Nobody is going to jump out at you and this is not a dream, I really do love you. I love you with everything I am and Im not going anywhere, I promise."
You continue to cry into his shirt "I love you too Kellin. It just seems so unlikely, someone as perfect as you loving me."
Kellin shakes his head and kisses your hair lightly "You dont realize it but you look like a supermodel, you're way out of my league and I thank my lucky stars everyday that you're in my life. How'd a loser like me get so lucky?"
You lean up and kiss his lips passionately "Thats the kindest thing anybody has ever said to me Kellin, thank you. You are no loser. You're an angel sent straight from heaven. Dont even bother arguing with me because you know I'll win. I love you too, more than you could possibly imagine."
Kellin smiles widely down at you "Now, can you stand up with me so I can see your beautiful body?" You giggle and shake your head, he pouts "Pleeeaaase baby?"
You sigh "Fiiiine! But prepare to be thoroughly grossed out!" You warn.
He shakes his head and holds his hands in your before standing up, you quickly stand up with him and he looks you up and down, biting his lip. "Damn..." He whispers.
You suddenly remember something "Kels, why did you come looking for me in the first place?"
Kellin smirks down at you "I have no idea, I know what I want right now though."
You raise an eyebrow "And what would that be Mr Quinn?"
He, without warning, picks you up bridal style and begins walking you out of the bathroom. He kisses your lips lightly before whispering "You."