Kellin Quinn Imagines

He Contacts You

((((( AUTHORS NOTE: Requested by - tbsftkay I hope you like it! XD ))))

Your name is Annelise. You've been depressed for the past 4 years, self harming throughout most of those and the only reason you aren't dead yet is because of a band: Sleeping With Sirens. You run a fan account on Instagram and you're followed by quite a few band members: Nick Martin, Justin Hills, Tony Perry, Vic Fuentes and Andy Biersack. They like your pictures occasionally and you always hyperventilate and stuff. Tonight though,things are getting too much. You had the pills in your hand, you were home alone as usual and everything was perfect.

Now, your phone has the habit of glitching out for no apparent reason (playing music without being in music apps, sending the wrong messages to the wrong people etc) and at the precise moment in which you were going to end it all, the song Better Off Dead started blasting from your phone. But it didn't start from the beginning, it started from the chorus. Tears filled your eyes as you tried desperately to turn it off, just wanting to end it, but your phone refused to unlock itself and you couldn't stop the music. You sighed and threw the pills away, maybe another day you'll be lucky enough to slip away.

You went onto Instagram the next day and posted about what had happened. Your account was anonymous, so nobody knew it was you, you never posted any selfies or generally anything personal, but you felt like that weird experience should be shared. In minutes you get lots of comments like:

"OMFG!!!"
"If you need to talk to someone, I'm here."
"Ik we don't know each other, but I'm always here if you need me."

You smile slightly at the kindnest of these strangers, when you suddenly get a DM. From Kellin Quinn. No. It can't be!?! Oh, its obviously one of those accounts that has like one letter difference to Kellins name that like your pictures and stuff to give fangirls heart attacks, duh. You go to the DM and check the account. Only, its not fake like you thought it would be. It's the real thing. Kellin FUCKING Quinn has DM'd you! What the fuck!?! You read through his message carefully and you're crying by the end of it.

" Dear...I don't know your name because your account's anonymous, sorry!

I know I don't follow you or like your pictures, but I'm a huge fan of your account. I keep meaning to follow you, I just don't have the time to, and I'm super forgetful, sorry. Anyway, I saw your most recent post, about you trying to kill yourself and your phone glitching out, and I just wanted to say I'm glad your phone glitched out. I'm glad you didn't commit suicide. I bet you're a beautiful girl. I've seen the comments you put on my posts sometimes, on my selfies mostly, and they always make me smile, you have an absolutely beautiful personality. You must be dealing with a hell of a lot, I wish you weren't, I wish you were happy, I wish I could take all your pain away. I don't often DM people, because I feel like they'd screenshot them and boast about it online or whatever, but I don't think you're like that, and I wanted to talk to you privately. If there's anything I can do to help, let me know. I love you, stay strong.

Love Kellin xoxo "

You type out your reply as quickly as you can:

" Dear Kellin,

My name is Annelise, but you can call me Anna. I literally had a heart attack just now because I thought it was a fake account DM'ing me, but NOPE! I can't believe you actually know I exist, WOW! Thank you so much for your kind words Kellin, they mean so much to me, especially as they come from you. I am dealing with a lot, yes, but I want you to know that you DO take away my pain a lot of the time and you DO help me through things, with your music. No, I won't screenshot this and repost it, its too private, but I may rant about it on Instagram later saying how much I fangirled, haha! I'm really not beautiful btw, I'll send you a selfie as proof if you like, that's why I don't post selfies on my account, but thank you so much for calling me beautiful nonetheless. I love you too, and I'm trying. :)