Kellin Quinn Imagines

He Cheats On You

((((( AUTHORS NOTE: Request from: courtneymmartinez I hope you like it XD )))))

You're home early from work. Its no relief. Kellin has been acting very distant lately and you dont know why. You cant figure out what you did wrong. You decide to silently run upstairs to yours and Kellins room, to see if what you suspected is going on is actually happening. You kick the bedroom door open and see a drunk Kellin making out with his "friend" Katelynne, who looks completely sober. You knew it. She just started working as one of the models for Anthem Made, which is Kellins company, and you always suspected something was going on.
"I guessed as much!" You call as tears fill your eyes.
Kellin jumps off Katelynne and stumbles over to you "B-Baby I-"
You hold up a hand "SAVE IT!!! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME!?!? WELL IM DONE WITH IT!!! IM SO FUCKING DONE!!!" You turn to walk out but Kellin grabs your arm, you shake it off. "NO, KELLIN, GO FUCK YOURSELF!!! OR RATHER,GET THAT KATELYNNE SLUT TO FUCK YOU!!!" You run out of the house, to a hotel down the street. You pay for a room and run up to it, unlocking it before locking yourself inside.

You spend the night in that hotel room, crying whenever you're awake until you exhaust yourself so much you fall asleep. You miss him. He doesnt miss you. You love him. He doesnt love you. You need him. He doesnt need you. Those thoughts swim around your mind, causing more tears to flow. You've got nothing to live for anymore, he was the only reason you stopped cutting, and now he's gone. You run over to the bathroom inside your hotel room and search frantically. Then you find it. There's a small razor inside one of the cupboards. There's no point in locking or even shutting the bathroom door, nobody can get in here anyway. You sit on the edge of the bath tub and pull your sleeves up. You hold the blade tightly in your hand and press it against your wrist. The only sound you can hear is your heart beat, it fills your ears. This is it.

"NO...PLEASE...NO!!!" Someone shouts, you recognize the voice immediately and tears your gaze away from the blade. Kellin stands in the door way, the front door to your hotel room kicked open. He's staring at you with tears in his eyes.
"What do you want!?!" You ask harshly, looking away from him as tears fill your eyes.
"Im so sorry for last night baby, really I a-"
You cut him off "Sorry doesnt fix the fact you cheated Kellin, how long has it been going on, huh? Y'know, I noticed a change in you. You were acting so distant, so cold. I thought I'd done something wrong but I could figure out what! Clearly I did something so wrong you felt it only fair to ruin me completely. Well congratulations, you succeeded." You sniffle.
"No baby, no! You didnt do anything wrong! Its Katelynne, she's been getting me drunk all the time and seducing me! I should've been more careful, I know! Im so sorry baby! Please, dont take this out on yourself! Its all my fault, not yours at all! Please baby, dont do this!" He begs.
You make eye contact with him "Why not? Its not like I've got a reason to stay here. The only reason I had has been cheating on me for god knows how long! And the worst part is, Im still willing to forgive you! I fucking hate myself for that! I still fucking love you, thats why it hurts so much! Why cant I just hate you and move on with my life!?! Why cant I just be happy for once!?!" You cry.
Kellin crouches down in front of you. "Listen to me baby. As soon as you left I fired Katelynne, she isnt working for me anymore, I kicked her out and told her to go fuck herself. Then I wrote on the calendar "GET BACK (Y/N) AND SORT FUCKING LIFE OUT!" on todays date, this morning I woke up to see that message staring at me. I spent all morning running around town looking for you, I asked at your friends houses, the post office, the bus stop, until the woman who apparently worked last nights shift at the front desk of this hotel told me she'd seen you, she told me which room you were staying in and I ran here as quick as I could, I broke the door down myself and it fucking hurt, but it was all worth it. I need you baby, so much. I love you, more than anything. I've never missed you so much in my life! Please, come back to me!" Tears fall from his eyes.
You throw yourself at him "Fine, but if you ever fuck up this largely again nothing will stop me."
He wraps his arms around me. "I wont baby, I promise, will you take me back?"
You nod "Yes, you have no fucking idea how much I love you."
He laughs "I love you so much fucking more!"
You pull away and kiss him "And I love you the fucking most!"