Kellin Quinn Imagines

After The Breakup

((((( AUTHORS NOTE: So I just got this random idea for an imagine. Im NEVER going to close this officially. If you guys EVER get requests for this, send them to me dammit! I dont care how long its been since I've published one here! The video is Vacation by Shane Dawson btw, listen to it BEFORE READING THE IMAGINE SO YOU UNDERSTAND THE AWESOME REFERENCES I MAKE DAMMIT!!! So yeah anyway, back to Kellin cuteness and feels n'shit XD )))))

You really didnt want to go out shopping today but its a good thing for you to go out and have fun with your best friend, Jazzy. You've been moping around a lot lately and Jazzy is desperate to cheer you up with a makeover. She's taking you to get your hair dyed the colour you've always wanted it: black. You're also gonna buy a lot more clothing. Since your breakup with Kellin...things have been difficult. You arent over him AT ALL. Infact, you still cry yourself to sleep most nights even though he ended the relationship over 3 months ago. You should be over him now, right? But you're not. Because you still love him. Over the past 3 months you've come up with many reasons as to why he broke up with you, so you've given up on him ever taking you back.

"C'mon, c'mon, C'MON THE HAIRDRESSERS IS THIS WAY!!!" Jazzy says as she pulls you towards the hairdressers.
You laugh "Yeah Jazzy, I can see that written in bright pink letters above the door!"
Jazzy rolls her eyes and pulls you inside, you pay for your appointment thing and sit in one of those weird chairs. Then a hairdresser walks over and starts to rinse you hair.

You squeal once your hair is dried. You got it cut into a new style, more emo, to suit the black. You absolutely love how it looks! You run over to Jazzy and she gasps before you both start jumping around and squealing. Then you both bolt into Hot Topic for clothes shopping. There are plenty of Sleeping With Sirens shirts in here of course, you smile slightly as you remember being at some of those photoshoots with the guys. Marilyn Manson is blasting from the store speakers, but the song cuts short. You raise an eyebrow as Jazzy runs over to you with a huge smile.
"I got Luke to put on a song for us!" She squeals.
You raise an eyebrow but then the first few chords of the song start playing and you're squealing too. Its Shane Dawson - Vacation. One of your all time favorites. You buy your merch before jumping around the store with Jazzy.

"I NEED A VACATION-CATION-CATION YEAH I NEED A VACATION-CATION-CATION!!!" You both shout at the top of your lungs as you leave the store, you both burst out laughing and double over, leaning against the wall.
Jazzy smiles and looks over your shoulder, she winks at something behind you before looking back at you. "You want coffee? I want coffee, Im gonna go get us coffee, wait here!" She says quickly before rushing off.
You raise an eyebrow and throw your arms up in the air "Fine, I'll just stay here being an anti-social, lonely unicorn then!" You holler after her. You hear her laugh as she reaches the starbucks across the mall.

You cross your arms over your chest and lean against the wall, praying she'll be back soon.
"(Y/N)?" Someone asks, making you jump. You werent jumping because someone spoke to you, but you know who that voice belongs to.
You turn around and sure enough, there he is. "K-Kellin? Hey." You smile weakly.
He smiles back at you "Hey, its been a while!"
You laugh slightly "Yeah, it has." You stare at the floor.
"So...how've you been?" He asks curiously.
You nod and sniffle "F-Fine I guess...what about you?"
"Pretty shitty to be honest." He replies, sighing.
You raise an eyebrow and look up at him "Howcome?"
He looks away from you for a moment "I think Jazzy wants your attention!?"
You turn to face Jazzy who stands at the desk of starbucks.
"OOOH!!!" She sings loudly.
"I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT!!!" You sing back.
"OOOH!!!" She sings again.
"I DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE AND!!!" You sing in reply.
"OOOH!!!" She sings for the final time.
"NOW IT IS MY TURN TO TAKE CONTRO-OH-OL!!!" You laugh and take a small bow.
Jazzy laughs as you finish Vacation by Shane Dawon before saying "Hot chocolate with marshmallows?"
You smile widely and nod "IS THERE EVEN A NEED TO ASK!?!?!"
Jazzy laughs and shakes her head before turning back to the desk.
You turn back to Kellin, who's smiling widely down at you. "You still sing beautifully (Y/N)."
You roll your eyes "Yeah right, says the lead singer of the greatest band in the universe! Anyway, why've you been feeling pretty shitty?"
He looks down at the floor "Im surprised you care, I broke your heart."
You nod slowly "Though thats very true, I'll always care. Even though Im going through depression, I'll put my problems aside to help you through yours. I never stopped caring about you Kels."
He looks up at you with wide eyes "D-Did you really mean all of that?"
You smile slightly and nod "Yeah, I honestly did."
Kellin smiles widely but turns serious "Why're you going through depression?"
Now its your turn to look down at the floor "You broke my heart..." You basically whisper.
Kellin gasps "Oh my god (Y/N)! Im so sorry! I didnt mean to hurt you!"
Your head snaps up and your eyes fill with tears "You didnt mean to hurt me!?! Kellin, ripping my heart out from my chest and stamping on it is definitely going to hurt me! I thought I meant something to you but you walked away from me like I was nothing! Do you have any idea how much it hurts to watch the one you gave everything to, the one you'll always love, walk away from you as though you never meant anything to them!?!" The tears fall and you wipe them away with your sweater sleeve.
"Im so sorry (Y/N), I really am! You meant everything to me, you still do, you were all I cared about, you still are. I just never believed I was good enough, I was letting you go to find someone better! I've missed you so much, you had no idea! I spoke to Jazzy yesterday about arranging something, at first she was just shouting at me through texts because of how much I hurt you, but I convinced her to bring you here today so that I could talk to you! Now I see I have no chance in achieving my goal. I came here to get my life back, everything I had. But she doesnt love me anymore!" His eyes fill with tears.
You raise an eyebrow and sniffle "Y-You came to get me back?"
Kellin nods sadly "Yeah."
"You got my best friend to take me out just to talk to me?" You ask, smiling slightly.
Kellin looks away, his cheeks growing pink. "Yeah..."
You giggle "Thats incredibly sweet of you Kels. However, Im very disappointed you werent listening to me earlier."
Kellin locks gazes with you "I was listening."
You laugh "Really? Because I clearly said you're the one I gave everything to, the one I'll ALWAYS love? Always means forever Kellin."
His eyes widen "S-So...that means?"
You roll your eyes "I still love you dumbass, I never stopped loving you!"
Kellin laughs and wraps his arms around your waist "Will you take me back?"
You bite your lip and pretend to think about it "Umm...HELL YEAH!!!"
Kellin smiles widely and smahes his lips to yours. And just like that, your life was perfect once again. Jazzy returned with three drinks and you all sat down, drinking and talking. Then Jazzy left you and Kellin to be alone. You walked around the mall hand in hand, just like old times. You're happier than ever before and, by the huge smile on his face and the way he's constantly telling you how much he loves you, so is Kellin.