blind to toxicity - minsung

chapter forty six

everyone was now sat in chan and minho's living room.

"so, i don't really know what to say." chan slowly rubbed his palms together as he stared down at the floor.

changbin tightened his grip around felix as he knew the boy was still stunned by what had happened.

"do we have any idea who won-jae would have hooked up with?" hyunjin asked as he looked round the group.

chan sighed. "we don't know if it was a full hook up...but i don't have a clue of who it could be."

minho was deep in thought when he suddenly remembered the text won-jae had sent jisung the night before.

"i'm pretty sure won-jae mentioned something about a girl called mirah when he texted jisung?"

seungmin hummed before shaking his head. "i don't think i recognise the name mirah."

"do you think jisung will stay with him?" jeongin mumbled. "i mean, this goes past anything he's ever done."

"honestly..." hyunjin sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. "if won-jae apologises well enough..."

"true," changbin nodded. "i mean even after that wednesday, when me and minho watched what happened, i couldn't believe he stayed."

minho leant back on a bookshelf and looked to the oldest, "i can't stay silent if he does, chan."

changbin nodded. "as much as i know you don't want us to...i won't be able to keep my opinion to myself either."

"i know..." chan replied as he looked at the both of them.

felix rubbed changbin's arm around his waist as he shook his head. "i still can't believe won-jae would do that."

he looked up at chan as he leant back on changbin. "i mean, i knew he wasn't a good person but seriously, jisung can't stay with him anymore! i-i can't bear it."

chan stood up from the couch and walked over to cup his face.

"i know lix," he smiled softly. "you have been so so brave and i know how much this has been affecting you."

he sighed as he stayed crouched and looked round the group.

"how much it's been affecting all of us..."

he smoothed back felix's hair before walking back over to sit next to hyunjin.

"but even if jisung wants to stay with won-jae, we can't physically stop him." hyunjin spoke up.

"jinnie's right." changbin nodded. "if we think about it, we've never even told jisung our opinions of won-jae. plus, if we told him our thoughts for the first time he'd be shocked we kept this from him for so long."

"that's very true." chan nodded. "but we'll just have to see what state he's in if he decides to tell us how it went when we see him."

minho sighed, he hated all the possibilities running through his head, he needed to know how jisung was holding up now.

suddenly there was a timid knock at the door.

chans head snapped up, "everyone but minho in the kitchen," he ordered calmly. "if this is jisung, he does not need seven people staring at him."

everyone rushed out the room, chan and minho glanced at each other before taking a deep breath. chan walked over to the door as minho stayed by the couch.

"jisung!" chan gasped as he opened the door.

jisung was on the porch with tears streaming down his face, yet thankfully his face was free of injury.