blind to toxicity - minsung

chapter fifty two

minho could only stare at jisung. "i-i don't know what to say, ji." he sighed as he wiped jisung's tear stained cheeks with his thumb.

jisung leant into his touch as he placed his hand over minho's, "you don't have to say anything, min."

he held a sad smile as he shook his head. "i can't thank you enough for making me finally realise everything."

minho slowly watched the smile drop from his face, "i just don't know how i'll face jae on monday..."

minho gently opened up his arms, smiling as the boy immediately crawled over to him and placed his chin on minhos shoulder.

"try not to worry about that right now." minho spoke as he had already brought his hand to jisung's hair.

jisung cuddled closer to him as he sighed.

"what are you thinking about?" minho asked as he began to rub jisung's back with his other hand.

"well..." jisung mumbled as he lifted his head from minho's shoulder. "i only knew about him cheating on me because i saw it..."

minho tilted his head in confusion as jisung cleared his throat.

"well there were a lot of parties jae went to without me...i'm just wondering if he would have been sleeping with other people then."

minho brought his hands down to lightly hold jisung's hips as he frowned, "is that something you'd want to know?"

jisung only shrugged as he met minho's eyes, "i just want him to be honest."

he slowly broke out into a small chuckle as minho looked over him once again in confusion. "what is it?"

"everything, i guess." jisung answered as he fiddled with the collar of minho's shirt, "you know min, i can't tell you how much my dad likes you."

minho's heart began to race.

"he always saw you in a different way to everyone else...i guess i never realised it until i noticed his reaction when i said how much you'd helped me through everything."

"y-yeah." minho managed to say. "he erm, mentioned that."

jisung smiled and smoothed back minho's hair from his face. "i only told the truth," he shrugged. "you always did make me feel safe and i guess that's why i liked being around you so much."

as jisung let his mind wander, he wasn't too sure where he stood with everything.

before jisung and won-jae had gotten into a relationship, jisung and minho had gotten extremely close with each other.

jisung had always found himself feeling comfortable with minho, and maybe now he was realising why he had always felt so different around him.

won-jae had never been the right guy for jisung, it had always been minho, even if it took the younger a while to realise it.

"ji?" minho's voice broke the long silence. he received a hum before continuing. "how did your parents react to everything after you told them?"

jisung sighed as he rested his head back on minho's body.

"at first they looked terrified when i showed them how my arm looked as well as mentioning i'd been knocked out...but, when i told them i'd ended the relationship, they both burst into tears and told me how proud they were of me. my mum in particular was saying how brave i was to finally walk away."

"you were brave." minho softly sighed in content as he nodded against jisung's head, "we know how hard it must have been for you to make that decision."

jisung pulled his head back as he sadly met minho's eyes, "not as hard as it must have been for you all to hear it. i hated having to watch your faces drop when something had happened."

minho found jisung's hands and held them in his own, "well yeah, it was hard. we just wanted our jisung back."

jisung let out a slight chuckle as he shook his head and squeezed minho's hands.

"i'm right here, min."

minhos attention turned to the clock on the wall as he laughed. "oh shit it's past eight" he looked back to jisung. "i told chan i'd be home for seven."

jisung shyly looked down at his lap.

"you could...you could stay?"

minho didn't want to push for anything and so slowly lifted his head forward to meet jisung's eyes.

"are you sure ji?" he asked gently. "i know you have a lot on your mind right now."

jisung chewed his bottom lip as he thought about what he wanted.

he slowly brought his head up and cupped minho's cheek before placing a soft kiss against his lips.

"i'd like you to stay."

minho let his eyelids flutter open as he nodded.

"...then i'll stay."

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a/n
are we gonna get spicy ?👀
don't worry it's nothing too explicit...yet

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kayceeliz <3
20.8.22