Toni wasn't going to fight that, growing up he was an ass too. They took Billy into a room as Toni stayed with him. "I'm going to as you a few questions and then tell you a story alright?" Billy wasn't in the mood for story or questions. He nods. "You a party guy?"
"Yes."
"You drink a lot to get away from your home life and life in general?"
"Yes."
"Smoke?"
"Yes..What does have to do with helping Anastasia?"
"It doesn't. IT has to do with you."
"Look I didn't mean to do it whatever you think I have done."
"Kid you didn't do anything to my knowledge. I'm going to tell you a story. It's my story of my life, I know you might not like it but you act like me kid." He sat down. "Here's why." With a short breath he started. "By the age of eight my dad left my mom, and my grandpa took me in, my mom lived with us time to time because he was abusive towards my mom and I. He raped her, beat her when he had the chance. He never put a hand on my until one day she killed herself and that's when all the abusive began. At the age of 14 I was in more fights then you can count. I had been in jail, prison, you name it I've been in it." Billy was listening as they put the needle in his arm. "I did drugs, I stole. I even more drank then I should have. By the age of 30 when I was set free. I was looking for a job everyone who is anyone knew me by heart. Mr. Portland gave me a job, hell I stole from him, cheated him." He was thinking about all the memories. "One day this woman, moved into town, all the boys were chasing her. And blah blah. I didn't have a chance in this world to be with her, cause I was a fuck up. My sister hated me, I have a brother that doesn't speak to me. Because all the shit that I've caused them. Anyways about this girl, I had to go to do a bidding for Mr.Portland and there she was serving people beer. I made one guy stop smacking her butt while she was on the job. Hell I got into that fight too. She had to pull me off as the police came by, she told them what happened and nothing happened to me. So year went on as this woman and I hung out got to become really good friends and then moved on to best friends. Next thing I knew she told me that she loved me from the first day that we met. When I tell you this that I thought I could never be loved with all the shit I put people through over the years. I fully told her don't be in love with me, I'm a horrible human being. Along with cheating, stealing and lying. Then she asked me if I had done anything of those thing with her besides cheating. With a no of course. Kindly she said.. you changed since you met me. And I changed since I met you. Everyone deserves to be loved Billy, even if you are the most shitty person in the world. I see the way she looks at you, knowing that you are out of her league. You know what she doesn't care that you don't see that. Anastasia is always happy to see you because you are her best friend other then Max. If you think that you don't deserve love. I'm sorry your out of luck this time."
"Why does she love me? I didn't do anything to deserve it. All I do is end up hurting her. Look where she is at now. This should had been me."
"Billy, Billy. Ana would say the same thing about you. If you are worried about being loved. Don't because it changes you, even if you don't want it."
"Did it change for you and Ana?"
"Yes it did. I had four kids with her. For Ana you opened her eyes and still loves you for you. Don't push her away and don't let her push you away too. If you end up as best friends then so be it. The both of you need each other if you don't try."
Toni had a point, Billy was a little scared to be loved. He never lets people in and if they do end up in they get hurt just as much as he. Giving his blood Billy went back to Anastasia room and sat with her. Toni brought on a cot for Billy or himself to sleep in in case.
