Heartbeat (crush series #2)

Wakas

Heartbeat

Zachary Pov

I Learned two things in my life. The regret and to forgive. Regret for all the things that I have done in my life and to forgive myself for a being weak person.

I knew that pain won't go away that easily but I need to move forward. 

Maybe after all the things happened in my life. I just want to forget everything but however that will never happen as it is already part of you but bring lesson with you and the memories to cherish with.

Siguro isa na rin ang pinagsisihan ko ang mawalan ng bestfriend. Jasmine. I cherish her but fate never good on her. I lost her...my bestfriend...my little sister...but little did I know she loves me.

Masyado akong bulag sa pagkakagusto ko sa kapatid niya na di ko napansin may lihim pala siyang pagtingin.

I'm too blind to notice it.

" Zachy anak..."

My mind went back when I saw my mom looking at me sadly.

" Di ka pa magpapaalam sa kanya?"

I drop my book and she got my attention. Curious.

" Who?"

" Kay Heart. " Sagot niya.

I titled my head. Mas nalito pa sa sinambit ni mom.

" Why should I say goodbye if---" I stop.

Bumakas ang lungkot sa mga mata ni Mom at mas binuksan pa ng malaki ang pintuan ng kwarto ko.

One month have been passed.

Nakakapag-usap pa naman kami ni Heart pero kapag nakakasalubong ko siya. I knew, that she let go of me but I couldn't. I like her-no..no. more than that.

I just I want to give her enough time and space but I still pursuing her.

Malalaki ang hakbang ko bumaba at sa paglabas ko ay kinabahan na ako.

" Heart Myra !" I call her name.

I saw her holding the door of the car but she stopped when she look back and met my eyes.

My heart beats faster but hurt at the same time.

" Zachary. " She whisper.

" W-where are you going?" My voice is shaking.

Dahan-dahan sumilay ang maikling ngiti sa labi niya.

" Kay Daddy. Sa Canada. "

" V-vacation? " I tried to ease the pain.

Matagal siya tumitig sakin tsaka umiling.

" H-hindi Zach. Doon na kami t-titira. " She answered.

Tila may nawala sa loob ko ng marinig ko ang sagot ni Heart.

" You're still coming b-back, aren't you?"

Namuo ang takot sa dibdib ko ng di siya sumagot at tumitig lang sakin ng matagal. The wind blow her hair the reason why she put her hair behind her ear.

Natulala ako roon. Gusto ko siya. Gusto ko si Heart biling siya..h-hindi dahil nasa kanya ang puso ni Jasmine. I didn't court her jusy because of her.

My feelings for Heart Myra is strong than what I feel for Jasmine Marie before.

Di ko maintindihan but when Jasmine Marie came back I don't have any feelings for her anymore.

" S-sorry Zach pero di ko alam kung may rason pa ba akong bumalik dito. "