It All Started With A DARE.

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Jade's POV.
I entered my room, Ariana and Ivy just dropped me in front of the house, we had a lot of fun at the park, and it was nice hanging out with them.
I walked over to my bed and sat on the edge, I pulled off the hairband holding my hair up, and let my hair fall to the back.
I lay on my bed and closed my eyes, I began thinking of Kayden why can't I shush him out of my bed, I thought angrily.
I decided to have a warm breath, so, I dropped my bag on the bed, and stood up. I walked into my bathroom, after peeling off the clothes around my body.
I switched on the shower and began taking my bath.
Kayden's face popped up into my mind, and I opened my eyes immediately. 'What the hell is wrong with me?' I frowned.
I quickly had my shower and stepped out of the bathroom, I walked back into my bedroom, then to my closest to pick a big-sized top that reach my mid-thigh.
Then, I decided to pick up my phone, Kayden's messages popped up, and I sighed, deciding to open his messages.
I saw tons of apologizing messages...
'Jade, please, I'm sorry, I know hurt you, and I'm a jerk, I'm deeply sorry about that, please Jade listen to me,' I read.
I checked the other message, 'Jade, I'm sorry, please can you pick up my call?' I read and let out an exasperated sigh.
I sat on the edge of my bed, biting my lower lips nervously, different thoughts running through my head... He was begging me.
'Oh! Gosh,'
I didn't even know what to do, maybe to listen and hear what he wants to say, then forgive him.
I don't know, I don't know if I can ever trust him, I barely know him and we just started hanging out
Would that be a good start if I told him I forgive him? What if he thinks I'm cheap, letting everything go. With him just saying?
What if...?
I'm going crazy, I knew it... He's making me go off the limits and if I don't stop stressing my mind with irrelevant questions, there's likely a chance that I won't be getting insane.
'Stop!' I calm myself and decided to drop my phone back on the bed.
I'm tired, and should probably get a rest by sleeping... Likewise, I grabbed my bag that was on the bed and dropped it on the seat in my room, then strode back to my bed.
Then, I slumped on the bed and closed my eyes shut, but I kept seeing images of Kayden, I kept on thinking about him... It seems difficult for me to get him off my mind, I don't know what to do.
I didn't even realize when I started sleeping...
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