Opposites (Shuri x reader)

Part 21

It was already night when we got back to the hotel. I took my sweather off, folding it and carefully putting it on my bag. I felt Shuri's eyes on me but not a word came out of her mouth. The bed was still unmade from earlier, and it seemed so confortable I couldn't wait to get into it.

"Are you okay?" She finally spoke.

"Yeah" I smiled looking at her "why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't know" i could tell she was nervous and it was exciting "before... you got up..."

"Yeah, I'm on full medication, and I needed to take my pill" I rolled up my eyes going through my clothes.

There was a moment of silence before she opened her mouth again, closing it right away.

"I'm gonna take a shower now" I said turning my back and walking into the bathroom closing the door behind me.

The warm water held my body, as the tiredness sinked in. My mind was a mess, how could she told me "i like you" and a few hours later speak with such contempt about us. It didn't sound right. As my brain would make multiple scenarios, I stared at the wall trying to relax. What if I went home? But that would mean giving up right? And it didn't felt right.

I wrapped a towel around me, staring at the mirror still disgusted by the way I look, but there was nothing I could do about it so I shook my head before putting on my shorts and a long sleeve and walking out.

She was sitting up on the bed, going through her beads with a concentrated look in her face.

"It's all yours if you want to" i whispered walking towards the bed and sitting down grabbing my phone.

She quietly moved, facing me. Her lips were tensed up, she was trying to say something but it wasn't my place to push her.

"Y/N" she mumbled as my eyes kept focusing on my phone "I want to talk to you" she rised up her voice but I just nodded "can you put that down?" This time she was a little more serious, so I blocked it and putted on my side.

"What?" I smiled at her.

"I was thinking and..." she took a deep breath "what I said before..."

"It was the truth" I quickly stop her noticing her eyes opening in shock "Jesus, Riri really putted us on the spot in there right?" I said casually.

"What?" She whispered searching for something on my eyes.

"Yeah... I'm mean... we're just hanging out" I smirked at her.

It took her a whole minute to finally get the words out of her mouth "no. Fuck no. I was an idiot" she said bitting her lower lip. "I was the one who putted you on the spot. And I'm sorry, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I mean..."

"Shuri" I interrupted her "I'm not asking you to marry me" I chuckled.

"Yeah but"

"No. There's nothing else to say" I said as her eyebrows move a little towards each other. "We're good" I smiled nodding my head.

She looked down before moving her hand on top of mine making my spine shiver. The things I wanted to say to her, but there was not a single drop of confidence in me so I stood quiet.

"Come here" she whispered pulling me closer to her. Her lips were getting close once again, as I tried my best to remain calm. The image of her on top on me was the most beautiful thing ever. "You look adorable with that oh your face"

"I don't want to look adorable" I said getting a little closer to her "At least not to you" and with that my lips attached to hers slowly moving in perfect sync while she traced down my side with the tip of her fingers. This time, I was the one who pulled her to me, noticing her breathing getting heavier. I twirled my leg around hers, restraining her to me, our chest moving up and down together, as the kiss started to get a little sloppier.

"Shit..." she moaned "I want you so bad"