Opposites (Shuri x reader)

Part 43

"So...we're back at this" I sighed turning a little to face her.

"Back to what?" she chuckled supporting her head with her hand.

"You know...The 'we're getting closer, I want to fuck you, you want to fuck me, but you decide to back off at the last minute' thing we do" I rolled up my eyes.

"No" she laughed "I told you...There are some things I want to do first..." she sighed putting some hair behind my ear.

"What things?" I frowned my eyebrows at her.

"Things I haven't done before with you... And I told you... I'm proving it to you" she said making my heart race a little.

"Okay... but that doesn't mean we can't...you know" I frowned my nose making her laugh.

"But that's exactly what we were doing before...And I don't want that... Even if I have to suffer in silence everything I see you walking by" she smirked "and since we're talking about it... I would like to formally apologize for the whole Jan thing"

"She was kind of a bitch" I whispered as her eyes opened and her lips curled a little "Don't get all full of yourself now" I stopped her gently slapping her arm. 

She just laid her head next to mine, her arms wrapping me closer to her as my face rested against her chest, her scent was so strong and so familiar, the feeling of her hands running on my back, but it only took about 3 seconds for me to open my eyes again and letting go of her arms.

"Shit...I can't sleep" I mumbled making her lift her head "If I close my eyes, everything starts spinning" 

Shuri started laughing letting her head fall back on the pillow.

"I'm not kidding!" I cried out "I'm gonna be sick you dumbass... And I don't want to be sick in front of you".

"Oh c'mon.." she said sitting down next to me trying to contain her laugh "It's perfectly normal...."

"No no no" I said as I felt a lump growing in my throat "You'll never look at me the same way"

"Don't be stupid..." she sighed taking some hair off my face "Do you want a glass of water?" 

"ugh no" I groaned making her chuckle "It's not funny Shuri!"

"You never call me by my name" she said tilting her head a little "you should do it more often" a smirk grew on her lips.

"This is not the right time to flirt" I mumbled.

"Funny...half an hour ago you were pretty ready to flirt" she raised an eyebrow at me.

"Idiot...I'm done with you" I said slowly getting up as my legs shook a little making me feel even sicker making me start to walk towards the bathroom feeling her quickly following me. "What the fuck do you think you're doing? You're not coming with me" I spat resting my hand on my stomach.

"C'mon Y/N... " she sighed running her hand over her hair.

"No!" I quickly said getting inside the bathroom and closing the door.

I sat on the floor lifting the toilet seat up and slowly leaning against it before every drop of alcohol came out of me. I could feel the tears in my eyes and the concern about her being outside listening to everything, and even tho my body was screaming for help, all I kept thinking was the fact that I didn't want her to leave.

I finally stopped throwing up, leaving one arm up on the toilet, as I felt my face resting against the cold ceramic as I heard a soft knock on the door. 

"Don't" I mumbled trying to stop crying.

"Y/N c'mon..." she sighed "I just want to make sure you're okay..."

"Well...I'm not..." I said "Because you got me drunk" Suddenly the door opened, letting an annoyed Shuri in, as I covered my face with my other hand. "I told you not to get in"

"You're the one who kept drinking...I didn't force you" she smirked before sitting down next to me and placing her hand on my leg.

"shut up" I mumbled "You're annoying" I smiled a little.

"But you do love me so..." she whispered with a smirk.

"That's low..." I frowned my eyebrows at her still completely lying against the toilet.

"That's okay... I love you too" she said pressing her lips together.

"What?" I quickly opened my eyes realizing the words that just had come out of her mouth. "You're drunk"

"Yes" she nodded her head "But I can be drunk and in love with you at the same time" she frowned her eyebrows at me.

I kept quiet trying to take that in, but my eyes were refusing to stay open and my body was still shivering a little as I felt her getting up and slowly moving towards me, sitting back down, gently pulling me into her chest while her back rested against the wall.

"What a great time to say that" I whispered "When I'm fucking disgusting after throwing up my whole body weight"

"It's fine" she smiled at me using her hand to take some hair off my face "I'll tell you again tomorrow" she said as I felt my eyes closing.