Opposites (Shuri x reader)

Part 36

I stood still looking at her waiting for her to speak as Jack laid back his head again on the bed.

"You fucking left" She finally said looking at me with some anger in her eyes.

"Yes I did, and I'm not..."

"Don't" she interrupted me tilting her head and making my body tremble "You don't get to talk now. You didn't allow me to talk before, so now you are the one that's going to listen to me" her tone went up a little as I straightened my back against the pillow closing my mouth. "thank you" she said running her wrist over her lips. "You were the one who decided to get all friendly with Jan even tho you knew, and you KNEW she was into you! And you don't get to get all mad and frisky with me just because I didn't like to see you in her fucking room" Her chest was pacing a little as she pointed her finger to me "I had told you before I didn't want you to be with anyone else..."

"And I wasn't" I mumbled through my lips.

"Can't you just be quiet?!" she gasped rolling up her eyes and making me shut my mouth again "For fucks sake. You knew I fucking hate her, and still, you went up there! What was I supposed to do?! Enjoy the view?! Feeling happy about seeing you with some stupid ass girl who clearly wants to jump on your bones?!"

"I didn't just leave because of that Shuri" I finally opened my mouth once again raising my voice and making her sigh "I left because of everything that led to that! I went into her room because she was the only one who showed she wanted my company! And yeah, maybe it was petty but I didn't care! Because it was an amazing feeling knowing that after we fucked you just left and didn't even"

Shuri stood still looking at me, as I could see the anger building up in her making her impatient as I spoke, so once again I closed my mouth letting her speak waiting for her to blow up on me.

"I don't know why I left." she simply whispered making me look up. "I woke up and saw you, and you were holding on to me, and it was nice" 

"Oh okay... so, that's how people behave..." I shrugged my shoulder raising my eyebrows "Whenever something is good or nice, we usually leave so we don't have to feel good ever again."

"You're fucking annoying" she said rolling her eyes and walking over to the bed and sitting at the end of it.

"Oh Jezz...." I chuckled ironically "It's really nice to hear that"

"I'm trying to apologize" she almost yelled making me shiver a little.

"Go on then" I whispered tilting my head a little.

"I'm just new at this..." she sighed "I don't know what to do... and yes I know I can be an idiot sometimes," she said as I nodded my head noticing a smirk forming on her lips "But I sure wouldn't go up to some girls room after 'fucking' you "she tried to copy my voice "which is not the word I would use to describe it"

"You made me feel like shit" I finally said making her look at me again.

"You left" she quickly said as I felt my heart melt.

"You made me leave"

"I didn't make you do shit" she said biting her inner lip "I told you I didn't want you to leave"

"Shuri c'mon" I sighed "You said you didn't care, you said you didn't need me" I felt my voice trembling as the words came out of it.

"I was an idiot...c'mon..." She leaned a little over me.

I stood quietly looking at her as I felt Jack getting up and slowly approaching her laying his head on her lap as her hand runner over his head making me tilt my head looking at it.

"I hate when you're mad at me..." she smirked making me shake my head.

"And what do you want?" I frowned my eyebrows "What are we supposed to do...'cause I know I'm not going back to that" I said frowning my nose.

"I don't know..." she mumbled.

I knew what I wanted, I wanted her, but the good part of it, I wanted to never be scared of her snapping at me, or being mad, but some part of me just couldn't trust her. So I sighed making her stare at me.

"I guess we can try to get along" I smiled.

"I don't want to get along..." she frowned as something in my stomach moved a little.

"And I don't want to be the little pet that you can treat like shit whenever you want...so..." I said smirking.

"I won't..." she frowned her eyebrows.

"Shuri, I can't trust you..." I sighed making her chew on her inner lip "I think we're better off as friends"

"We aren't" she shrugged her shoulder casually "And I'm gonna prove it to you" she smirked making me chuckle as she pointed her finger in my direction "You'll see".