Opposites (Shuri x reader)

Part 47

So I guess this was it. There was a hole in my stomach, a lump in my throat... I pulled up my blanket covering half of my face as I felt my eyes burning from all the tears. I curled up my legs, noticing they were hurting a little, my back was hurting, and it seemed my all body was in a permanent burn. I grabbed my phone hoping to see a missed call or even a message, but nothing. It had been 4 days since Shuri had left. I stayed in my room for most of the time, only leaving to go to the bathroom and to drink water. 

My dad tried to convince me to go to see my friends, and walk over to my school, but I just didn't feel like it. I told him Shuri had to leave due to some problems back in Wakanda, but I knew he didn't believe me but as always, he gave me my space and didn't bother me.

I opened my eyes hearing a gentle knock on the door.

"Yes?" I mumbled not even looking.

"Y/N" I heard my dad sigh opening the door "I made us lunch" he said.

"I'm not hungry Dad" I said feeling him walking over to me and sitting on the end of the bed.

"You haven't left your room in days...You should get some sunlight" he rested his hand over my blanket and I felt my heart pacing hearing the sadness in his voice.

"I will...Just not today" I answered.

He kept quiet for a few seconds before opening his mouth again "You know... When you're mom left... I felt my whole world falling apart. I kept wondering how I was going to make you understand your mom choose to leave us...You were so young" he sighed as I felt a tear rolling down my cheek "But after a while, I started understanding there was nothing I could've done differently... I've always loved her as much as possible, and tried my best to make her happy, but some people aren't meant for us. And you're mom wasn't. I also realized, your mom is not the perfect mom role model. I realized not all people leave. And it was hard to make myself believe that the problem wasn't me but her. And I understood I needed to trust people again, or I would be spending the rest of my life alone".

I slightly turned my body to face my dad who had a soft tear rolling down his skin and a kind smile on his lips.

"She left" I finally whispered.

"I don't think she wanted to honey" he pressed his lips together "I saw the way she looked at you... Jesus...She was so honest with me about your situation... I don't believe a person who admits to her girlfriend's dad that she fucked up would just leave easily"

"She was not my girlfriend" I mumbled feeling my stomach twirl.

"She was something" he shrugged his shoulders "And If you choose to let her go, even tho you know it could work and that she made you feel good, then I have failed as a dad".

"You didn't" I quickly said feeling a smile forming on my lips "Don't ever say that again"

He leaned over placing a kiss on my forehead "I love you" 

"You dumb stupid bitch" Sarah sighed as I rolled up my eyes at her.

"Don't " I said sitting up on my bed.

"You're telling me you let her go after all the things she said?!" A smirk formed on her lips making me feel a little embarrassed.

"It was like I couldn't open my mouth at all... I wanted to say something...Ask her not to leave, but I was fucking frozen" I ran a hand over my hair.

Sarah had shown up at my house that night, she said she was passing by, but I knew my dad had called her to ask her to come.

"Shit... Y/N you know what I do every night before bed?" she frowned her eyebrows.

"If you say masturbate I'm gonna kick you out" I chuckled a little.

"That too... But I pray to every God in the Universe to put someone in my life that would look at me the same way Shuri looked at you... Fuck, she told you she wanted you in front of us... a group of people she met that night..."

"ok...I get it..." I rolled up my eyes "Now you're just making me feel bad about myself"

"I mean... If you don't want her, I volunteer to take your place..." she smirked at me as I slapped her arm.

"You idiot" I let a chuckle come out of my mouth.

"She's really hot dude" she continued as I frowned my eyebrows at her "Was the sex great?"

"BOUNDARIES SARAH!" I yelled at her before nodding my head "but yeah... It was incredible"

"Fuck...You're really dumb" she sighed laying down next to me "soo..... what are you gonna do now?"

I stayed quiet as my mind went off trying to think of something, but she was gone. She had left. I couldn't do much. I jumped and quickly turned around grabbing my phone and dialing a number before resting it against my cheek.

"I'm gonna pick up my research from where I left it" I smiled.

"Fuck yeah" she smiled at me.

"Hey. I need to talk to you" I said as they answered the phone.