DIREFUL SANITARIUM - [COMPLETED]

Part 12

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Raven's P.O.V

"Do you think you could destroy your uncle Samuel--"

"DAMN IT! Don't you dare mention his name again!" sigaw kong biglang bumilis at bumigat ang paghinga ko. "Or I might go berserk," mahinang dugtong ko.

"This is a part of your therapy. Don't tell me what to do, Raven. I know what I'm doing," mariin pero sigurado akong nagpipigil siya ng magalit ngayon.

"Do you think this will help me? You're just making it worse!"

"You don't understand--"

"I do understand that this is the worst form of treatment you would ever give me. So, just take that fvcking thing away from me before I could harm you as well!"

"No."

"Hah. Ayaw mo?" Mabilis kong sinipa iyon gamit ang paa ko kaya nahulog iyon sa kama. "Ilabas mo na iyan bago ko pa dagdagan iyang ginawa ko-- AH!" Shit! Fvck this collar!

"This is not a worse treatment. You'll be the one who gets worse if you keep being difficult. I'm trying to help you here, so you might as well show me your gratitude by following my instructions."

Hindi ako nakasagot agad dahil pinipilit ko ang sariling makapagtimpi.

"I'm quite sure that you're uncle is the root of all the pain and anger you've experienced until now. And I'm also sure that that was also the reason why you started accepting contracts to kill people since the first time. You wanted to see him in your vision again to feel the rage to kill them. To feel you've avenged your parents."

"Alam mo naman pala! Then what's the point of you doing this? Mas lalo mo lang pinalalala. Mas nanggagalaiti akong patayin siya kasi nakita ko na ulit ang pagmumukha niya!"

"That's the point! I'm doing this for you to learn to control yourself from harming people who've hurt you in your past. Kapag ba pinatay mo siya babalik ang mga magulang mo?"

"You don't know what I feel--"

"Alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman mo."

"Kung makapagsalita ka parang alam na alam mo ang mga pinagdaanan ko. Doktor ka ba talaga o imbestigador?"

"Yes. I am a doctor and I want to treat your heart and mind's ailment of anguish. I want you to learn to forgive--"

"Forgive? Hah! Nagpapatawa ka ba? Para sa kaalaman mo, hindi gano'n kadali ang magpatawad. Kahit simpleng sorry, hindi no'n mababawasan ang galit ko sa kaniya. Ang gusto ko, mangyari din sa kaniya kung ano ang ginawa niya sa mga magulang ko. Saka lang ako matatahimik, kapag nakita kong hindi na siya humihinga sa harapan ko. Kung magiging masamang tao man ako sa paningin mo dahil sa narinig mo, puwes magsasama kami sa impiyerno."

Nakita kong napabuntong hininga siya. "I know it will come to these."

Nakita kong naglakad siya papunta sa isang drawer at hinugot ang .. leash?

"What? Don't tell me--"

"Yes. Because I am aware that you still won't be following me voluntarily and won't listen to me either, even after what I did to you last night so I will just have to force you again."

Kahit gusto kong pumalag ay wala pa rin akong nagawa. The jacket was on me, and he's kind of strong too. Sa huli'y muli na namang nakakonekta ang magkabilang dulo ng leash sa collar at sa kama. Nakapagtatakang mas maiksi itong ginamit niya ngayon dahil halos hindi rin ako makababa sa kama.

"You are going to be here like that till 5:00 PM. You don't need to leave this room for your therapy sessions because your therapists will come here personally," sabi niya bago pinulot at binuhat ang pekeng tao na iyon at pinaupo sa paanan ng kama nang nakaharap sa akin.