"Drinking Problem"
I am having a drink with the reason I am drinking
I didn't know alcohol could taste much bitter than it already was
But it is bitter, it stings, it is sucking the strength out of me
I glance at you secretly, but I wish you knew
I wish you notice how I look for you every time
We stopped talking and I don't know why
Maybe because I stopped starting the conversation
I wish you know how sad I am to realize
There won't be a conversation if I don't take the initiative
I wish you would text me, cause you know I am waiting
I wish I had the courage to say how I really feel about you
I wish you knew I spend my time waiting for your messages
I wish you knew how it breaks my heart
Am I selfish to say that I wish you don't love her?
That nobody owns your heart?
Cause my heart yearns to be with you
But what can I do if it's easy for you to ignore me?
The flowers are blooming while my heart is breaking
The stars are brightest in the sky in this night of sorrow
The breeze is cold, perfect for kisses and cuddling
And the night is silent like it want my cries to echo the halls
Even nature is mocking me, I hear it laughing at me
I don't know why I loved you, I don't know why I stayed
If I only I knew that I would just look like a fool
If I only I knew it would only make me weak
I risked my dignity just for a chance to be with you
I have always been nice and kind to you
I have accepted anything you've thrown in my way
None of what I wanted was given to me
But still I stood right their behind you
Only behind you because the one beside you is occupied
The place beside you is for her only
Eyes for her only, heart for her only
Only I was fighting for nothing, huh?
Take the knife in my hands and kill me now
Please free me from this pain
I looked at the person who killed me and you disappeared
I realized that this drinking session is all just an imagination
But nonetheless every thing I said was all meant dearly
See, I have this problem of remembering things that would only hurt me
The problem with drinking is thinking about you
The problem with drinking is wishing I was with you
The problem with drinking is hoping my wishes would come true
That problem is a something well overdue
And that drinking problem is you.
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