"If I Could"
If I could turn back time, I would save myself from breaking apart
I would stop myself from falling no matter how many walls I use to lock me in place
Or maybe staples will do along with adhesive and glue
I would stop myself, leaving stop signs everywhere I look
I would shower the clues in my face like I'm stupid or a fool
I would not open my heart and I will lock all of the doors
When you knock, I will never say "Hi", I will stay silent
I will not try to walk the path heading to you
I will not surrender my heart, I will not risk any chances
I will not gamble with destiny, I know I'll never win
If I never enter the conversation, I won't need to say goodbye
If I never fell for you, I would not need to mend my heart
If I never love you, I won't need to hate you this way
We won't need to end anything, we won't need to apologize
The silence between us will be peaceful instead of it being loud
And I will not wish to forget anything, I won't need to forgive
There won't be a night sky that looms over me
There won't be a thought of you that never ends
If I could do it a second time, I promise it won't be you.
A/N: Hello, I would love to hear your thoughts about this poem. You can write your favorite line or the phrase/line you like the most in this poem. Mine is down in the comment section. I'll be waiting for your answer. Once again thank you for reading! Love you guys, bye!
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