"I Wanted You To Be The Last"
I want you to be the last
The last person I will love
The last person I will see when I die
The last person to own my heart
I mean you would also be the first
No one has claimed my heart from the start
No one wants it just like you refused to
I want you to be the sun in my every morning
I want you to be the moon, the stars, and my entire night sky
I want you to be the only one to conduct the beat of my heart
I want you to be there for me when I need a home
I want you to be happy, let the Gods shower you with glory
I want you to shine on me, be my breath to make me live
I want you to cry for me, so I know I am important
I want you, I want your love, your time, your everything
I want the courage to scream your name on the highest mountain
Just so everyone can hear my love for thee and how much I care
I am sorry for wanting these things, I was selfish
But not anymore, for you, I will swallow my pride and give up
I will surrender this fight despite my desire to continue
I am giving up on you not because I want to but rather because I have to
I could try and keep you for myself but you would try to run away
I can imagine your face, you are looking at me like a prey staring at its predator
But I have no intention to hurt you, all I want is to love you
No matter what I do, you will only see me as a box that will trap you
While she, she who owns your heart, is your freedom, she's your home
Yes, I want you to be the last but it doesn't matter
What can I do if you won't let me be a part of your life?
I wanted you to be the last but God doesn't care about my happiness
I will never get what I want, fate will not let me do that
So I give up, This is what you want right?
You want me to give up on you so here I am
The phrase "I wanted you to be the last",
Will stay as a dream, a wish, a desire, I have in the past.
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