"Never Really"
This certain decision by fate is a news
News that I don't know how to take
Should I be happy that I won't waste my time?
Waste it on someone who doesn't love me
Someone who is meant for somebody else
Or should I be sad that the one that I love isn't for me?
And he who is my life is meant to live a life without me
It is a bittersweet truth, a delicious but poisonous fruit
No, it is a bitter drink that is good for my health
No, I don't want to drink, it will only make me vomit
I don't want to believe it, I don't want to walk away
It will only leave a bitter taste on my tongue
And a million blades in my heart
One day I wish upon a genie
I wished for your love and he gave it to me
This is what I wanted the most
God knows how many prayers I sent to his mailbox
I should rejoice that my wish came true
But when I look into your eyes, I see the pain
I am happy but now you are the one suffering
And it hurts me too to see you crumble inside
What I mean is that you will never love me
It will never be me, it will never happen
The truth is, I never stood a chance
If you have chosen me, you will be a slave
And I will be a mistake, I'll be your punishment
It is never really us, it is never really me
It was love but it was never really meant to be.
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