"Gela?"
"Angelique-ssi?"
"I think there's a technical error"
Lahat ng judges ay nagulat sa pagtunog ng golden buzzer, even Hobi.
"It wasn't. You heard it right everyone". Usal ko saka ako ngumiti ng pilit, bakas ko sa paraan ng pagtingin nila sakin na hindi sila makapaniwala sa ginawa ko.
Yeah I'm trying to keep my composure.
"Guys, why are you so shocked? He deserves it. I'm sure he has a lot of things to show since he have the guts to disrespect my husband in front of me. That's why I gave him a chance". Kung nagulat sila sa pagpindot ko ng Golden Buzzer ay alam kong mas nagulat sila sa mga salitang binitawan ko.
"Don't take it personally, Gela". Bulong ni Hobi.
"I did not". Nakangiting bulong ko pabalik.
"Congratulations". Bati ko sa contender na to. I met his eyes, hindi ko mabasa kung ano ang saloobin niya dahil parang blangko ang expression ng mata niya.
Alam ko na ang kahihinatnan ng kung anumang nangyari ngayong gabi--
'Angelique showed her true color'
'Pikon si Angelique, narealtalk kase yung asawa'
'Totoo naman kasi pang rap lang asawa mo"
'Balik na lang kase sa pagiging underground rapper yang Suga na yan!'
I expected it.
Haters gonna hate.
"Yoongi's calling, please excuse me". Paalam ko sa gitna ng dinner namin.
"Love? How are you? Are you okay?", Sunod sunod na tanong nito pagkasagot ko ng tawag niya.
"I-I'm sorry..that was the least thing I could do for you. He puts your name on shame by degrading you and that's unbearable for me". Naiiyak na sabi ko pero pilit kong pinipigil ang bugso ng damdamin ko.
Okay naman ako, I can still keep my composure pero nung marinig ko ang boses niya ay para akong nanghina na kailangan kong dumipende sakanya.
"I understand my love, but I'm asking you, how are you feeling?". Nag aalalang tanong nito.
"I-I'm fine. Don't worry about me". I'm biting my lips to stop my tears from falling.
"Do you wanna see me?". Pagkasabi niya nun ay di ko na napigilang mailabas ang paghikbi na pinipigil ko,
I'm pregnant maybe that's why I'm this emotional over.
"My love, you're a great dancer and I want everyone to give you recognition for that! I will never allow somebody to disrespect you and your name, especially in front of me! I was mad and I couldn't control it that's why I made that decision!", Umiiyak na saad ko, ramdam mo din yung gigil ko sa pagbigkas ng mga salitang yan,
"Uljima nae sarang! Pleaseee, I'm good, I understand what you're feeling right now but I'm all good, my love. You don't have to feel sorry. You can't please everyone, and that's fine. Don't cry, you have to be strong. Besides this is not a first time that someone throw a hate on me, on us, on everyone. I don't want you to be stressed over it. Hmm. Do you want me to ask Hobi to withdraw your hosting on that show? I don't think it's good for you and your condition". Bakas mo ang sobrang pag aalala sa boses niya pero alam kong pinipigil niyang ipahalata na natataranta siya,
"N-No love. I started it already, I'll stick with it till the end. And Hobi's taking care of me, I don't want to left him hanging. I'll be good, and I'll try to be strong like what you've said. I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I've made you worried about me". Suminghot singhot ako na parang pinaparating sakanya na titigil na ako sa pag iyak.
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