When Sanzu said he wouldn't let go, he meant it. He was awake, holding her closely, as she snuggled into the crook of his neck, but anytime she slightly shifted, his hold would tighten immediately.
He probably doesn't put too much trust in her right now since she tried to run away twice in the same night. But, anytime the blanket moved away or he noticed Y/N shivering, he'd fix it.
A part of him felt upset that he hadn't believed her the first time when she told him. He could clearly tell there was something off. But was it just because she was tired? He thought about it a lot, since he was awake the whole night as she slept. He would look at her face, gently moving the strands of hair out the way. Sanzu thought she looked really cute, but pushed those thoughts away.
Then, he remembered. They hadn't really been taking care of her. Did anyone give her a tour around the place? Or show her where everything was in the kitchen? Has she drank water today? He placed a hand on her forehead, and sure enough, it was a bit warm. The homesickness probably makes her not feel well either. But, then again, they're Bonten executives. This isn't some relatives house or something. But still, he felt mad at himself as he looked at her sleeping form. For some reason, he felt really protective of her right now.
He didn't even think about her sleep schedule, and hadn't arranged their timing by it. What about anything at home that she likes? Like does she have any necessities that she left there? He didn't know why he felt like that, but he didn't question himself much. He couldn't think straight when she was right there.
It made him feel soft, since she was just cuddling him like he wasn't an executive. It made him feel comforted, since he didn't care about anything else but her in that moment. It made feel okay, as if he had traveled back in time to the days where they weren't involved in these things, and everyone was happy.
Something about her was nostalgic. He couldn't figure out what it was, but he knew there was something.
It was what made him want to be nicer and softer to her. Sure, the way he talked to her wasn't nice at all, but it's a lot nicer than how he treats everyone else.
The sun came up, and she shifted. He tightened his arms again, but perhaps this time it wasn't because he thought she might run away. It was because he just wanted to stay like this. This was the most peaceful moment he'd experienced in a while, after the years of joining Bonten and being part of the underground.
But, a few minutes later, she yawned and stretched, blinking her eyes open. "Good morning." "'Morning," she mumbled. "What do you normally like to eat for breakfast?"
* * * * *
Surprisingly, Sanzu knew how to cook. And he knew how to very well.
My head was still hurting, and even though I just woke up I still felt a bit tired and dazed. It was a bit early so right now only me and Sanzu were in the kitchen. I was sitting on top of the island, eating waffles while Sanzu made them and added toppings.
It was silent, but it was a comfortable silence. He turned off the stove when he was done, and turned to look at me. "You still don't look too good. I thought you'd be better once you ate," he noticed, placing a hand against my forehead. To be honest, I really didn't feel too good either. I don't think I've had nearly enough sleep. He poured me a glass of water, "Drink it. And I'll be reminding you to drink some every few hours too. You didn't yesterday, right?" I shook my head.
"Thats why you feel sick. You should know better by now." "Well, no one really explained anything and just did their own things so." He scoffed, "I guess that parts kind of our fault, but still. You can ask." "Sorry." I was starting to feel dizzy now. "Hey! Are you okay?! Goodness, don't just start doing that- You're scaring me!" "Sorry. My head hurts." He sighed, wondering what to do about it.
Rindou walked into the kitchen, still in his pajamas, "Why are you guys yelling so early in the morning?" "She's just- I don't know- she seems sick, and I thought eating breakfast would fix it, but it hasn't." Rindou crossed his arms, and approached us, "How would that fix it?"
Sanzu glared at him, "I don't know! You have any better ideas?! All the doctors are with boss right now." He hummed, looking at me. My vision was getting darker and I started falling forwards. "Woah, there," Rindou said, catching me and securing his arms around me. I groaned and laid my head onto his shoulder.
"I think we could ask Kakucho. And Koko can go get medicine," he offered. Sanzu nodded, brushing my hair back. "Yeah." Rindou slid his hands under my knees, and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck, to make sure I didn't fall and nuzzled my face into his shoulder, closing my eyes.
"Let's go," he said quietly. He carried me upstairs, and on the way, I fell asleep.
* * * * *
When I woke up again, Rindou was still there, sitting next to me, on his phone. "How're you feeling?" Rindou hadn't asked that, so I looked around the room to see who did. It was Kakucho, leaning over me slightly as I adjusted my eyes to the brightness.
I merely shrugged in response. "Yeah, I guessed so," he sighed. I sat up and he handed me a glass of water. "I think you're just tired and not used to our schedule. You'll feel a lot better once you get accustomed to everything. You can ask any of us. In fact, Koko went out and bought the entire stock of the three closest pharmacies in the area, so you'll have more than enough medicine. And we actually did some grocery shopping, from Sanzu's request so he can make more things. Ran also went to your house to get some things to bring over here. Takeomi and Mochi are at different stores getting things too."
"You guys don't have to do all that," I told him. Kakucho shook his head, "I know but those guys are a little extra in every thing they do. Also, I think it's better if she stays in my room until she starts feeling better, so I can help out." Rindou turned to look at him, "No. She'll be fine here." "Well, Rindou-" "What?! None of you guys trust me anymore because I let her escape yesterday?! It was only a one time thing!" He argued.
"That's not exactly the main point here." I don't know how Kakuchos able to keep his cool right now. "Then, what is?" "She just needs someone who knows about medical stuff just in case." Rindou got up and walked to the door, "Do whatever you want!" Then he turned to me, "None of this would happen if you didn't run away yesterday." He slammed the door shut. I turned to Kakucho, "What's his problem?"
He shrugged, "Don't take anything he says to heart. I don't understand why he's being so rude to you. He's normally pretty nonchalant towards others. But, like I said, don't worry about it. You should rest."
I sighed, "I'm tired of resting. I feel so bored and trapped in here." He looked at me, suspiciously. "It's not another excuse to run, I swear!" He pursed his lips, thinking for a bit.
He's so fine. The way you can see his muscles through the sleeves of his shirt, the veins on his hands, his eyes, his- Y/N, stop. Don't think about him like that. He's bad. We're trying to run away here. Not fall in love.
"Fine. We can go somewhere later if you want. But first you have to rest, and only if you feel okay. And also only if it's on Bonten property." I rolled my eyes, "You guys just have a bunch of nightclubs." He shrugged, "Well, then you can go there." I sighed, but didn't complain.
Their clubs are pretty popular so it'll be crowded. Which means...another chance to escape. I know I said I wouldn't, but was I being serious? No, I wasn't.
"I have a job to do later today so Ran will probably take you. I'll tell him to be careful about yo-" Sanzu slammed open the door.
What's with everyone in this house violently opening doors?
"I'm going too." "You we're listening?" Kakucho asked. "Don't mind that. I don't trust Ran to keep an eye on her. I'll go too."
Kaku shrugged, "That's fine with me." "Me too."
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sunshine- tokyo revengers
FanficY/N L/N happens to be naturally competitive, mostly in her academics. But only some know she's also very competitive in gangs. During school she's a top scorer, president of the student council and the one who all the teachers think is amazing. Afte...