Valley of Devotion (Damsel Series #1)

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Reproduction ensures the continuity of the species and keeps it from becoming extinct. It plays a role in evolution as it creates variations via genetic recombinations. It helps to increase the number of species in the ecosystem.

Nabasa ko na ito sa kung textbook, ilang beses ko na ring nasabi sa napakaraming University talk na ginawa ko. And I always believe the same.

Regarding the environmental component, reproduction means ensuring the preservation or even the improvement of natural resources, by guaranteeing equilibrium between exploitation and development over time, while maintaining or increasing biodiversity.

Alam kong masakit. Pero hindi ko inasahang sobrang sakit. Hindi ako santo. I watched and read erotic stuffs. I always believe na kailangan ang pagtatalik sa buhay ng tao. It makes everything feel fine, sabi nga ni Cassidy noon ng minsan nag-uusap sila ni Dorothy sa cafeteria noong nasa highschool pa lang kami.

Inisip ko lahat ng advantages ng sexual reproduction. Inisip ko kung para saan ang nakakamatay na sakit sa unang pasok.

Sexual reproduction produces genetic variation in the offspring, the species can adapt to new environments due to variation, which gives them a survival advantage— a disease is less likely to affect all the individuals in a population.

When mating there's an idea of reproducing.

Men are more like animals in terms of mating. They won't stop until they have their release.

But what separates men with animals? Men have control. They will feel pleasure and will have the choice if they want to reproduce or not. They can withdraw.

It sounds bad— pero sa lahat ng 'yon meron pang isa na pinagkaiba ang tao sa hayop.

A man can give you assurance, can whisper sweet words to you while you do the deed.

"Oh baby. You're beautiful. Open your eyes. Look at me..."

Gusto kong murahin si Ascari sa sobrang sakit pero ayaw kong sirain ang honeymoon naming dalawa. He is inserted inside me. He worship every part of me before penetrating— but with all those warm-ups masakit pa rin. Mataas ang pride ko kaya nang tanungin niya ako kung kaya ko ba ang sakit umu-o ako. Kahit na ang totoo para akong pinapatay.

"I love you, baby. I love you..."

Hinahalik-halikan niya ako sa mukha pababa sa leeg. Nilalaro niya rin ang kuntil ko habang naglalabas-masok siya sa akin.

I'm damping wet, but with his humongous erection I feel like being stabbed in the gut.

Inisip ko nalang na matatapos din naman ang sakit. Na kapag gabi-gabi na naming ginawa hindi na sakit ang mararamdaman ko.

Men could last between 5 to 45 minutes before releasing— ilang minuto na ba ang nakalipas? Kaya ko pa ba?

Gusto ko ng sukuan ang sakit pero inisip ko na matapang ako. Nakaya ko ang ibang bagay, kakayanin ko rin 'to.

Pleasure in pain, Nana. Focus on the pleasure.

"Ah, Ascari, slowly please..." hindi ko na kaya ang hapdi kahit na may sarap naman akong nararamdaman. Nahihiwa talaga ako.

"I'm real, real slow baby. I'm doing my best..." Malambing niyang sabi.

I give everything to him. I surrender my body, soul— everything.

I tried shooing away the pain. And little by little it fades away.

Ilang mura ang pinakawalan ni Ascari nang sa wakas ay tinugunan ko na ang halik niya at sinasalubong ang paggalaw niya. Kinalas niya ang kamay ko na nasa batok niya tsaka niya tinaas sa uluhan ko. Napasinghap ako nang may malamig na bagay akong naramdaman sa palapulsuhan ko.