I'm sorry for making you feel like you weren't good enough
I think
I still don't understand what I did though
It's not my fault he likes you as more than a friend
I asked you because I was jealous but you said jealousy is good because it means I care
So
What do you want me to say
I know we did start out as friends
But remember that you were the one who first told me you wanted to be more than that
You
Not me
So don't blame me for not being able to honestly say yes
I don't know if I could go back to just being your friend after everything
Everything like you telling me you wanted to visit an aquarium in every state and get married in ten years and get a plant or a fish and maybe one day even a baby
After that
Seeing you and talking to you
But only as friends
Knowing you're not mine and all of that was a lie would just hurt so much
And I don't think I could put myself through that again
