imagines | javon & ashtray

soft - ashtray

ashtray was always tough, no matter what. never shed a tear, never let his guard down, always made sure everyone i'm the room knew not to fuck with him.

but, around his girlfriend y/n, he was a complete softie, if y/n wanted anything ashtray would do it in a heartbeat, no matter the circumstances.

y/n pov

"yeah bro i got it" my boyfriend said as he reached into a pocket, then revealing a small bag filled with white powder.

the guy handed him a 10 dollar bill, "the fuck is this?" ash spits, "look man, i don't have it all at the moment but i promise i'll get the rest to you asap" the guy explains.

"fuck off, that's not the fucking deal. give me all of the money or no drugs" ash demands. "FUCK, can you just let me go.. just this once, please man i need that fucking coke" the guy begs.

"like i said.. the whole lot... or. nothing." ash says sternly, "fuck FINE, here, here have it" the guy says throwing his money at ash.

ash then passed the guy the small bag, the guy then jogs off with the bag. ash starts the car up and proceeds to drive us home.

"hungry?" he asks, "no" i say quietly.. "speak up ma" he says as he rests his hand on my thigh. "no thank you" i said slightly raising my voice.

"okay then" he says not taking his hand off my thigh. a couple minutes later ash pulls into the mcdonald's drive thru.

i payed no mind to it as i thought he was gonna get himself food, "can i get two (whatever you want) meals please" he says.

"babe, i said i wasn't hungry" i said, "i know, just for when you do.. and i don't want you to eat mine" he chuckles, which i then playfully roll my eyes at.

we grabbed our food and headed home, ash placed our food on the table. "did you get any for me?" faye asks from the lounge.

"no" ash says bluntly, "babe" i start, "don't be mean" i tell him. "i don't care" he rolls his eyes, sassy boy.

"whatever" faye says as her eyes focused on the television. me and ash start to eat our food.

"can i try some of yours baby? please" i ask, "ma cmon, we ordered the same thing" he says before taking a sip of his drink.

"please?" i say furrowing my eyebrows, "fine" he sighs. i open my mouth for him to feed me, "here" he says helping the burger in my mouth.

"mm yummmm" i smile, ash just chuckles at me. "what drink did you get?" i ask. "no" he says instantly.

"wha- whyy?" i ask "floaties, no" he explains. "pleaseeeeeee" i annoy. "FINE, i swear you better not leave any floaties in there" he raises his eyebrows.

he holds the drink in front of me and i take a sip of it, "thanks baby" i swallow my mouthful. "it's fine ma" he says.

we finish our food and go into ash's room. i lay on his bed as he walked into the bathroom to have a shower.

after a couple minutes he came out, with only a towel wrapped around his waist. i looked away as i was embarrassed from blushing. (uwu, IM SORRY)

"don't be shy baby" he chuckles as he opens his draw and grabs out a pair of grey track pants. then opening another draw grabbing out a wife beater singlet (IFYKYK)

i had a shower after ash, i wore a pair of his boxers as shorts and a hoodie of his. "now i know where all my clothes go" he snickers as i climb in the bed next to him.

he slithers his arms around me, and i slither mine around his neck. "you're so beautiful" he says glaring into my eyes.

i bury my face into the crook of his neck, nervous. "what" he chuckles.. "am i making you nervous?" he smirks.

i take my head out and look at him, placing a kiss on his lips. "i have to go now baby" i whisper. "no you don't" he says pulling me closer.

"but baby-" i start. "shhhhhh" he interrupts, i chuckle and accept the fact that he wasn't going to let me go any time soon.

i open my phone and scroll through tik tok whilst running my hand through ash's hair. ash eventually fell asleep and so did i.

(YALL DONT BE COMMENTING "What hair 🤨🤨"  MY MANZ BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH ALR😓😓😓😓)