imagines | javon & ashtray

insomnia - javon

just a disclaimer: i do not have insomnia, but i have done a bit of research on it for this chapter.

i do hope that this chapter does not offend anyone in anyway, if it does i will take it down if wanted! 🩷

soft snores exit from javon as he lied on my bed, it was another sleepless night; but i mean, when is it not?

i sat on my bench next to my window, so many feelings were happening inside of me.

anger, frustration, annoyance, all the bad emotions. javon had fallen asleep thinking i did too, which makes me feel bad at times.

only because he's always with me to make sure i get to sleep, but i never do.

my head bolted to the direction of my bed as shuffling became heard. "y/n?" javon groaned as he began to woke.

jogging to the bed, i attempted to make him fall back asleep. "why are you up?" he asks, not harshly but more in a soft tone.

"i can't sleep" i simply say before lying myself next to him. "i'm so tired baby" i whine, acting as if i were a 5 year old.

one of his toned arms took action into bringing me into him as the other lifted my top. his finger began to trace along my skin.

by doing this, he was attempting to relax me. which it usually does, not so much this time though. "it's not working" i whine again.

"baby just focus on my touch" he whispered comfortingly, a deep breath exited my mouth.

my eyes closed, as my mind began to concentrate on his touch that was felt. i shifted more into javons body, making myself comfortable.

i adjusted my head to be dug into the crook of his neck, eventually starting to fall asleep.

"i love you" i heard him whisper faintly.

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a/n: sorry i haven't done no one's requests, i just don't want to write them and then y'all get let down coz you expected something else lol.

also i need new songs in my playlist so drop some bangers in the comments PLZ 🙏🔥