imagines | javon & ashtray

high pt 2 - ashtray

3 months later - ash pov

i tried my hardest for y/n, but it was obvious she was gone.

these past three months have been the worst without her, i texted her every single day for the first month. but then i eventually gave up.

my hope was little.
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i was at the gas station with fez, it was late at night.

my hands played with the money, as my eyes counted it. but all was quickly stopped when a knock came from the freezer door.

"come in" i spoke, the door then swayed open. "y/n?" i spoke again as she revealed herself.

"hi" she said in a soft tone.

the room filled with silence, the both of us waiting for someone to break it. "..what did you come for?" i asked her.

her hands began to fiddle with each other, "um.. i wanted to apologise" her voice cracked. "i feel like i owe you one for everything i did" she spoke again.

i said nothing but put my head down, feeling sorry for myself. "i'm not looking for your pity or forgiveness, i just wanted you to know that, i'm sorry & i'll never forgive myself for what i did" she added.

"and the shittiest thing is that, i knew you were a rock bottom.. and i wasn't there for you" tears fled from her eyes.

before i knew it, tears began to fall from my eyes. which was rare, for someone like me. "y/n i.." i failed to finish my sentence.

"i forgive you.." i managed to get out. my body walked towards hers, as i then lifted my hand up to cup her cheek.

she looked at me with her crying face, which caused my heart to ache. that face always gets to me.

her body smashed onto mine as she hugged me, with all her strength. "i'm so sorry" she whispered.

sniffling, my arms wrapped around her body. the both of us swayed swiftly, not wanting the hug to end.

y/n continued to apologise, until i finally broke the hug. cupping her face, "i promise you y/n, no matter how much you do me wrong.. i'll always love you" i assured her.

"i don't deserve you" she looked down, "well too bad, because i need you y/n" i smiled at her.

her sleeves wiped away her tears, as a slight smile appeared. "i love you" she whispered.

my lips moved to hers, creating a long passionate kiss.

"i love you too"

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A/N: i suck at pt 2's sorry y'all 😓😓