imagines | javon & ashtray

body pt 2 - javon

"y/n?" jayla asked from the other side of the bathroom door. "uh yeah, just a sec!" i slightly yelled.

as i cleaned myself up, i opened the door revealing jayla. "all yours" i say trying to walk past her so she could use the bathroom.

"oh no i actually wanted to talk with you" she smiled at me. i gulped down all the air that was all of a sudden stuck in my throat.

not wanting to talk about anything, she pulled me into the bathroom. "are you okay y/n? you've been acting off tonight" she questioned.

"yeah i'm fine" i say putting on a fake smile. "see now, that was a lie.. tell me the truth y/n" she told me.

i urged myself not to spill anything but i lost, as i sighed in defeat. her body loosened knowing she had won.

"it sounds dramatic but, idk.." i sighed, feeling that i was over reacting. jayla understood how i was feeling and held onto my hand for comfort.

"you can tell me, i don't judge" she comforts. it helped me, knowing that she was there for me no matter what.

"i've been feeling a little.. insecure i guess?" i say awkwardly cringing at myself. "why?" she questioned.

"just some of the things the fans have been commenting, i know i shouldn't let it get to me but.." i shrug.

a hurt smile appears on her face, "no i totally understand, it eventually gets to us all.. but seriously y/n you ARE beautiful.. i promise you that" she smiles.

her words comforted me. i don't know what it was but there was just something about these walton's that was so comforting to me.

before i could say anything she brought me into a warm embrace, "don't listen to any of them, your so perfect" she repeated once again.

at this point i was crying like a baby, astonished about how much she was there for me. "thank you" i cry with a small chuckle.

"are you going to tell wanna?" she asked after pulling apart from the hug. i sighed knowing i had to tell him eventually.

but i didn't want to, because i didn't know how he would react. "what if he thinks i'm over reacting or something?" i asked in a worried manner.

"javon is so many things, but there's one thing that he is not.. judgemental" she assured me. "he would never judge you" she adds.

i smile at her words once again. "stay here, i'll go get him" she said before hugging me once again.
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"jayla said you needed to talk to me about something" javon announced as he walked through the bathroom door, shutting it behind him.

"um yeah but not anymore" i bail out of the conversation, "y/n, please tell me" he grabs onto my hand.

a glossy layer started to cover my eyes, as the tears were threatening to fall. "you promise to not judge me" i whisper.

"i promise baby" he assure. i sniffle as lift my head to look him in the eyes.

"okay, umm.. it's not a big deal but i've just been idk, insecure about my body and stuff" i blurt before cringing at myself again.

"what? why?" he asks worried. "just some of the fans, there comments got to me" i shrug it off.

i look at him, a sad look appeared on his face. he quickly acted and brought me into a comforting hug.

"i'm sorry i never knew about this" he said in a soft tone. "you know you're perfect the way you are? you shouldn't let them get to you like that" he pulled out of the hug.

his hands cupped both of my cheeks, before he then placed a soft kiss on my temple. "i love you" he wiped my tears away.

"i love you too"

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A/N: this chapter could've been better but oh well 🤷‍♀️
CAN WE JUST APPRECIATE THE PHOTO OF JAVON THO 😩