imagines | javon & ashtray

toxic - ashtray

the three of us sat in the car, on the way to a drug deal. my chin rested on my hand as i stared out in the distance.

as we pulled up, ash told me not to say a word. "ma i'm serious, i don't wanna hear nothing come from you" he reminds me.

"okay baby i know" i assure him, hoping to stop him from worrying.

fez knocks on the door, waiting for it to then open. a girl revealed herself, she looked about ash & i age.

her hair was dirty blonde with brown roots, hazel eyes.. for all i know, i could feel ash staring at her in awe.

causing a raging feeling of jealousy rush over my body as he introduced his self from the moment we enter the house.

"hey" he nods at her with a smirk. i stood by him and pinched his arm, grabbing his attention. "ow" he hissed at me.

"are you here to deal drugs or flirt" i snap at him, "you're just jealous" he smirks, "obviously, your flirting with her right in front of me" i start to raise my voice.

"and if you didn't know.. we're in a relationship" i remind him. "chill ma, i'm all yours" he chuckles before slithering his hand around my waist.

quickly, my hand whacks his arm with annoyance. ashtray let's out a chuckle, knowing exactly what he's doing.

here's the thing with ash & i.. our love, is toxic. ash will go flirt with another girl just because he enjoys seeing me jealous. but when i do it back to him, he threatens to kill that person.

which scares me, because i know he actually will...
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they start the drug deal, ash and fez take a seat on the couch that faced another.

ash adjusted himself, spreading his legs, as one hand rested on the top of the couch as the other held onto the crotch area of his jeans.. (i hope y'all are thinking the same position as me ☠️)

i roll my eyes at him, which catches fez's attention. fez's hand swats ash, letting him know that this is a drug deal not the time to 'seduce'.

taking the hint, ash sits up. his eyes refusing to leave the girls. "you got a sidekick as well?" the lady asks pointing to ash.

"he's my brother, not my sidekick" fez corrects the lady, "hey, no judgement.. im the same with my sister here" she points to the girl.

"what's your name?" the lady asks me. everyone's eyes shoot at me, awaiting for an answer.

"y/n" i simply respond.

"if you weren't dating this one over here" she points to ash. "i would've hooked you up with my brother" she shrugs, his eyes shoot at me feeling them pierce through me.

the lady fixes her attention back to fez, "so, shall we get down to business?" she says placing a duffel bag full of drugs.

moments after a boy walks into the room, tattoos covering his neck. my mouth dropped to the ground as my eyes were blessed with his presence.

"oh this is my brother, the one i was talking about" the lady says. he looks at me and a smirk plasters on his face.

"what's your name" he nods to me, "y/n" i smile. "watch out she's dating that one right there" the lady points to ash once again.

causing ashtray to grab onto my hand, snatching me onto the couch. he continued to slither his hand around my waist.

making sure the boy knew i was his.
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after it all we had finally arrived to the house. i sighed and walked into the house for the toilet.

the sound of water, coming from the tap as i washed my hands. my body turned around exiting the bathroom.

suddenly being pinned to the wall by ash. "who the fuck do you think you are looking & talking to that boy like that?" he whispers sternly.

"no who the fuck do you think YOU are" i shove him off of me, actually ready to swing at the mf. my breathing became heavy.

ash sensed my anger & annoyance, he smirked as he also enjoyed seeing me like this. "why the fuck do you enjoy seeing me like this" i question my boyfriend

"it just turns me on" he says as his hand snakes around my waist once again. my cheeks grew red at his words.

"stop flirting with girls like that" i continue, as my eyes shifted to his.

"i promise" he lies, "yeah whatever" i roll my eyes as i was sick of all the lies.

"i'm all yours ma" he whispers to me before smashing his lips onto mine.