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@ashtrayoneill: my reasons 🖤 ___
@y/n.oneill: we love you x *liked by creator*
@fezcooneill: proud of you bro, love you guys ❤️ ^ @ashtrayoneill: love u brother ^ @y/n.oneill: love ya uncle fez!!
@maddyperez: beautiful girls 🥹 ^ @y/n.oneill: miss u aunty mads!
@lexihoward: you have a gorgeous family ashtray ^ @ashtrayoneill: thank you lex
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"that post was so cute baby" i said to my husband, who watched our daughter. he chuckled in response.
we continued to watch as our daughter chase a butterfly around the feild in circles. giggling away as she chased it.
it brought us happiness, a feeling ash never knew he needed. he reminds us all the time that, if me and haley never existed he would be nothing.
our daughter was the comfort we never knew we needed.
and at some moments it almost seemed like our life was perfect, like it was just us 3 against the world.
before our daughter was born and i was pregnant with her, ash was really going hard with the drugs. which lead to us splitting up for a while.
4 months he missed out on my pregnancy, but it's noting. in his apology he promised to me that he wouldn't go down that path and leave behind the drugs.
and he stuck to his promise, he told fez that he wanted out of the business but he would always be there for his brother.
fezco adored that ash stopped with all the drugs and violence, because he never thought ash would. none of us did.
so, it was moments like this that made him cry. it makes him think of the path he would've gone down if he hadn't had met us, that makes him cry.
"don't cry my love" i rested my arm on his back, and my head on his shoulder. "you deserve this life" i sniffle with him.
his smile never fades as his teary eyes observe our daughter, and the beautiful sunset behind her. "she looks up to you ash, i know she does"
our attention stuck onto haley as she jogged up to us, barely. "fly— ba-fly" she explained to us, causing ash to chuckle.
he picked her up and placed her on his lap, hugging her so protectively. her head fell onto his chest as she began to fall sleepy.
i allowed my other arm to wrap around them, watching the sun sizzle away. "i love you guys" he said softly.
"so much" he rested his head on top of mine.
_____ a/n: WAS THIS CHAPTER CUTE OR WHAT?!?!! (idk what the insta post was but i thought it was cute)
