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Your POV:
I ran to my room and face planted into my bed. I couldn't handle this anymore. Am I really giving up on life just because the love of my life hated me?
I felt so pathetic, all I could do was cry. I felt so alone, usually Ben is always there for me, but not this time.
What did he mean I wasn't his? I've always been his, and he's always been mine. At least that's what I thought.
Did he actually hate me? I mean he couldn't, I didn't do anything to him. Maybe it's just the changing, I don't know. Jeff says the changing makes them crazy, I mean I should know, I'm a medjack, but I never really do my time.
I've never felt so empty before, and literally no one would understand what I'm feeling right now.
I seriously wish Ben was here with me.
I wish none of this had happened.
I buried my face in my pillow and trying to force myself to sleep, but I couldn't sleep, not with my thoughts drowning me.
Newt's POV:
I saw Y/N run out from the medjacks, I wonder what happened. I put down my shovel and walked to her room.
I paced by her door.
I didn't know what I want to do.
Should I knock? Should I leave?
I feel like I'm bothering her, but I don't want to leave her alone. I know how it bloody feels to keep your feelings and thoughts inside; it's bloody dangerous.
I would know.
I heard her crying inside, but I felt so helpless. I wish she would just come and talk to me, because I feel like I'm invading her bloody space.
Besides, all she does is push me away.
I sighed, brushing my fingers through my sweaty hair.
I don't know what to bloody to!
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Oh shuck! What should Newt do? Should he knock? Should he leave? Stay tuned for next weeks chapter! Jk hahaha, what do y'all think she should do? Btw, I love you guys so much and I thank you all for voting and commenting. Remember I'm ALWAYS here for you guys alright? I love you pretty noses❤️
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Don't Leave Me // TMR // Newt
Fanfiction"Ben was my boyfriend, no he was my life. I hope you understand that once the maze has taken away the only thing you love, there's nothing to live for anymore." After your boyfriend Ben gets banished, you can't help but hold a grudge towards all th...
