You're Losing Me (Lost Hearts Duology #1) | ✓

Chapter 43

Ceila's POV

Nakatingin lang ako sa nakalahad niyang kamay. Should I wear his shirt? Isn't going too big? Wala siyang padjamas?

"You don't have any pajamas?" I asked, hoping that at least he has one. Pero mas lalong nanlumo ako nang umiling siya.

"I don't wear pajamas. Its too uncomfortable for my legs," he casually said.

I didn't have any other choice but to accept the clothes he was offering me. Kinuha ko ito mula sa kanya at pumasok ng cr para maglinis ng katawan. 

Pagpasok ko nang cr namangha ako nang makitang nakaorganize lahat ng gamit. From body scrubs, lotion, shampoo, skincare, and many men essentials.

Plus the smell is so addicting. It smelled like him. Lei doesn't wear perfumes much or something so it was just a neutral-smelling bathroom with his masculine vibe to it.

I opened the cabinet just beside the mirror and gasped in shock as I saw my name printed in each baskets.

Ceila's skincare.

Ceila's napkins, tampons, and period necessities.

Ceila's body scrub, lotion, bath bombs, etc.

Ceila's toothbrush and toothpaste.

I smiled to myself. It was like he really made effort to arrange and organize things for me. Hindi na ako nagdalawang isip na gamitin ang mga ito. 

A few minutes later, I walked towards the masters bedroom after finishing my bath. Pagpasok ko, rinig ko ang tubig na nagmumula sa cr. Halatang naliligo si Lei.

I jumped on the soft bed before crawling myself around. I just couldn't help it, the mattress was soft like a marshmallow. I plopped myself on the side before getting my phone and playing a game to distract myself.

Wala pa kasi si Lei eh. Hanggang sa hindi ko na napansin ang oras at nalulong sa laro.

Hindi ko na din namalayang humiga si Lei sa tabi ko. I just felt his hot breath on my nape as he peek on whatever I am doing in my phone. 

A few seconds later, Lei moved and rested his chin on the right end of my shoulder. "Running game?"  he curiously asked.

"Hmm,"

"Mahirap?"

"Not much,"

"Anong level ka na?" 

"Around 70," I confessed as I focus my attention on the game.

"Ganda mo," hindi ko mapigilang mapalingon kay Lei nang biglaang siyang nagsalita.

Dahilan para magkalapit nang sobra ang mukha namin.

Only few more centimeters then we could kiss already! I glanced up at his eyes and found him staring at me. They were like stars shining with so much love and adoration.

We stayed in that position before I awkwardly cough making him move inches away from me.

"Let's sleep," he huskily said before pulling me to bed beside him. 

He hugged me tightly as if I would disappear instantly. He was digging his face on my nape and planted soft kisses on it.

"Goodnight my love," aniya at naramdaman ko ang marahang paghalik niya sa noo ko.

I bit my lips to stop a squeal of excitement. 

Seconds later I could feel something poking on my stomach. I'm not naive enough not to know what that is.

"Lei," I called his name nervously.

"Hmm,"

"Your hard-"

"Just sleep, Ceila," he groaned when I tried to move a position. 

"You know, we can-" switch position.

"No." matigas na aniya. "We won't be making love unless we're already married." he shyly said and dug his face more on my nape.

I could feel his cheeks burning. I smiled amused and winced slightly.

Hindi ko na siya pinansin at ipinikit nalang ang mga mata. Before I knew it, I found myself drifting into a deep slumber. 

That night, I slept peacefully, knowing that Lei is just beside me. For somewhat reason I felt safe in his arms.

***

I woke up with sun kissing on my face.

Naalimpungatan ako ng makitang umaga na. The sun was passing through the glass window beside the bed as it kissed my face.

I switched my position to face the other side of the bed where Lei was sleeping only to found an empty space.

Napabangon ako nang makitang wala akong katabi.

"Lei?" I called him but I didn't get any response.

Bumaba ako sa sala hanggang sa kusina ngunit walang ni isang anino ni Lei ang nakita ko.

Then I found a note sticked on the refrigerator door.

I'll be going on a meeting. Keep yourself company, and feel free to feel at home. I'll be back in a few hours. Don't go outside, please. :)

                        - Lei.

I pouted. He didn't even bother waking me up.

I looked around to see what things would make me company. Grabbing my phone from the table, I opened the internet only to find zero signal.

Talaga naman.

I sighed and plopped myself on the sofa. Thinking about what should I do.

Napatingin ako sa orasan nang makitang malapit na ang hapunan.

Since I'm on a diet, I just grab some fruits from the refrigerator and poured some milk.

The only gadget that was accessable with the internet was his TV.

May internet nga kaso hindi ko alam yung password. Nakakairita.

Bumalik ako sa sofa at binuksan ang TV. Pumili ako nang magandang movie sa Netflix, it took some time before finding a good series.

Hindi ko na napansin kung ilang oras akong nakaharap sa tv habang tinatapos ang series.

Napainat ako nang matapos na din. Tumingin ako sa orasan at nanlaki ang mata ng mapansing 6 hours akong nakababad sa tv!

Then I heard my stomach grumble.

Ginugutom ako.

Tumayo ako at nagtungo sa kusina. I looked inside the refrigerator to see what food I could cook.

Then I decided to cook eggs and bacon. I prepared the pan, some ingredients and utensils.

I haven't cook any type of food since mostly si Parisa ang nagluluto para sa'kin. When I was with Madam Cassandra, she was the one who cooks for me, dahilan para masanay akong hindi magluto.

I haven't watch any tutorials on cooking but based on thinking, it just need frying.

So inuna ko muna binuksan ang stove at nilagay ang oil bago inihanda ang lulutuin.

Tumalikod muna ako para magtungo sa cr dahil naiihi na ako.

Lalabas sana ako nang mapansing may kunting dumi sa t shirt ko.

Shit baka pagalitan ako ni Lei.

I opened the tap water and tried scrubbing the t shirt just to get rid of the stain.

Nakakainis kasi kahit anong kusot ko hindi talaga natatanggal!

Then I searched for laundry detergents to help me remove the excess stains.

Nanlaki ang mata ko nang biglaang bumukas ang pinto nang cr at niluwa nun si Lei na umuubo.

"Fuck, Ceila!" sigaw niya na ikinagulat ko.