Lover

Kabanata 51: Try

Pain demands to be felt - Fault in Our Stars.

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She adjusted her posture before drifting her gaze on me. Mabigat ang ibinibigay na tingin nito na parang kapag nagkamali ako ng sagot ay katapusan ko na.

Dahil may ingay pa din at bulungan tungkol sa'min. They went dead silent when dhe cleared her throat. Parang kami lang din kapag alam namin na magiging kampon na naman siya ng kadiliman.

"In Business Accounting. What's the first thing that you should do?" Tanong nito.

"Analyze the given transaction. You have to grasp what is needed and what is stated before proceeding to solve something." I offered at tumango lang ito at isinulat ang 1. 75 sa index card ng babae.

Mabilis na dumaan sa amin ang oras dahil fast paced ang klase niya at magaling siya mag-handle. Sa relationship lang namin hindi.

Napansin ko na halos lahat sila ay parang lumabas ng impyerno pagkatapos niya mag-dismiss. Ngunit alam mong determinado pa rin silang pumasok. Ang ilan nga sa kanila o halos buong klase ay may crush na kay Attorney.

All I can say is Reverence is the best lover that I had in that beautiful four years of our relationship. She was never a damn angel in the relationship but she was the someone that you'll keep choosing every damn day because she is worth it.

She was matured and well-grounded. Her integrity was something I will commend her for.
Hindi siya basta lang sa mga bagay-bagay.

Ganun din siya ka-metikolosa sa mga planned dates namin na siya ang pasimuno. Lalo na ang well thought out na regalo.

Mga bagay na alam niyang magagamit ko talaga sa sa pang-araw-araw. She bought me a gorgeous suit and tie during our first year anniversary. It was customed made since my initials were embroidered on the hem of it.

May regalo din itong handkerchief with embroidery. A baseball cap with embroidered name. A cute couple hoodies with our last name written on the back. Her is Constantine's and mine is Villafuente's

Her last cute gift was a lamp and wrist watch.

I still fucking gushed at those. Itinabi ko sila ng mga naka-dobleng plastic takot na madumihan o masira sila because they were all from her.

Kaya ganun na lang ang himutok ko noong muntik masira ang lamp halos mabaliw ako dahil napundi lang pa ang bumbilya at kailangan palitan. Halos paliparin ko ang sasakyan ko para dahilin sa pagawaan. Kami lang ang nakakaalam non nung manggagawa.

"What are you doing here?" She asked flatly while clearing her things out of the table.

"Picking you up." I offered while she walked with her things in her hand leaving me in the room. Para naman akong asong sumunod dito.

"I will be dismissed by five. Hindi mo na ako kailangan sunduin." Ani niya habang binabagtas ang dati niyang opisina.

"I will wait for you." I said with finality hindi ito kumibo ngunit hinayaang naka-awang ang pinto para maka-pasok ako. Agad nitong inilagay ang gamit sa kaniyang lamesa.

Hindi ako nito pinansin at naglabas ng lunch box. She went to the coffee table near where I am occupying.

"Help yourself." She went back to her table acting she didn't hand me her packed lunch.

Dahil gutom na rin ako at ayaw kong isipin niya na ayaw ko ng bigay niya ay kumain na ako.

It was a pork adobo and rice. Naubos ko kaagad ang pagkain. Ang sarap ba naman kasi. Noong lumingon ako sa gawi niya she is eating the same thing pero mas mabagal ito kumain dahil may ilang binabasang papel. She even opened a chuckie.