I feel myself dying little by little as days go on.
It has been a month since I been out of the psyche unit. Been contemplating booking myself back in. As these feelings have been more and more intense.
I have no home. I have nothing. I have my kids but no home to care for them. If I don't have my kids I have nothing.
Currently cause I have no home, I don't have my kids.
What do I do? Giving up seems so appealing right now.
***Evening update..I keep checking for a housing update. Was really hoping for a marvelous Monday. Nothing. Silence.
I did bring myself to the hospital due to not feeling the best...Doctor found something in my blood that was a bit alarming to him...and so I am waiting for....nevermind..not waiting any longer. Doctor did a repeat and all is well. Just waiting for a pending blood test and then....who knows.
I am just waiting for a place to live with me and my kiddos.
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