dear diary (larvis)

dear diary - laramie

travis
i had been sat in silence with larry on his bed for a few hours, just watching tv and reading with him. either he didn't know i was peeking over at his book or he just didn't care, either way it was still fun. it took him quite a long time to finally speak up, for whatever reason.
"so um.. do you feel any better?"
i never really payed attention to his accent or the way he looked that much but when i was closer to him i could notice so much more about him. on the bridge of his nose he had a small scar, and he had a bigger top lip compared to the bottom. his hair was mostly in different layers, mostly at the front where i could tell he pushed back his bangs. his hair was fairly curly so it was harder to tell.

he had a really thick german accent that i could still understand despite it being something ive never heard before. up close, you can really see his lazy eye. one of his eyes were pushing inward, making him look slightly cross eyed. when he smiled, the corners of his mouth pointed downward and his two front teeth stuck out of his mouth, even with his mouth closed. did i really have a crush on a guy?

"travis?"
i hadn't responded and had been staring at different parts of his face for the past 5 minutes. but he really didn't seem to mind as his cheeks had turned slightly pink.
"oh uh.. yes i'm okay."
i struggled to remember the question as i looked further down on him. he was sat with his legs open, leaning back against his bed frame. he had quite big thighs for a guy, but that isn't a bad thing. his body type was more feminine, due to his thighs and his smaller torso. i don't know why i focused so much on it, but it looked pretty to me. larry had quite small feet for a guy too. he could most likely fit into women's sizes.
"i like the way you look, laramie."