dear diary - i miss you

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travis
along with being in pain i sobbed uncontrollably too. of how much i missed him. the hugging, the platonic love he showed me and the beautiful smile on his face that he never shown before i was around. i knew larry needed me too. how he would spend days in bed with me or how he felt like i was his only person he was truly safe with. i felt the same as him. and i felt like i took the feeling for granted when it was all gone.

larry
i missed travis. i couldn't sleep at all that night, knowing he could and probably is dead. i love him more than anything and i want someone to understand that. i want him to understand that he means everything to me. i missed travis more than anything. i missed him more than love itself, i missed him more than my dad. if i could, i would go get him. but after what travis did, running away and not coming back for almost 2 weeks, i knew it was the end. i would never get to tell him how i felt.

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