I'm starting to realize this wasn't the first time I've done this. Falling into a rut. The only thing is, I don't think I ever get out of them. I think I just build them on top of each other.
This is the one that lets me see it. My eyes are making sure I know how bad I've been doing the last few years.
I look through pictures, and I see more fake smiles than real ones.
I hate this.
