I'm so scared I'm overreacting about everything. I want to go to all the shows. I'm scared of losing someone and not telling them I love them one last time.
I hate that my last words were us actually silly.
I can't leave them without saying I love them.
My anxiety is telling me everyone hates me, and I don't mean anything to anyone. I hate to admit how often I believe it.
I feel myself ending up in such a dark place most days. And it's all because my mind doesn't like me.
Is it too much to ask for the depression to leave me alone?
I entered the ASC for the first time without him tonight.
For the first time, I truly acknowledged just how different and difficult life is going to be without my brother by my side.
I love you to the moon and back a million times.
