The world is full of maybe.
Maybe I'll do this today.
Maybe that's what it means.
Maybe I can do better.
Maybe life will get better.
My maybe, is that maybe one day I'll be able to live without finding one thing that gets me through a day.
I like to think about how things might've been now if he'd been here.
He'd probably be pissed by the history thing. He'd find it ridiculous the reason I put on perfume right before seventh period.
He'd be proud of my music stuff, too.
Maybe it wouldn't be different. Maybe I just had to have a downfall in my life. Maybe this was it.
Did it have to be a close friend, though?
