I can't save you. You've gone to where I can't reach you. Where I can't be around you.
Why?
I'm so, so sorry I wasn't there. I should've texted you more and called you more. If I could turn back time to the good old days where the ASC crew was all together, I would in a heartbeat.
I wish I had another shot. It's over, though. You get one shot, then it's over.
I love you so much. I want my legacy to be told. I want people to know what amazing brothers I have. I want my sisters to be recognized.
I want my family, including you, to be recognized when my legacy is told. After all, I wouldn't be half the person I am without all of you.
You have made me a better person. My biggest regret is not saving you.
I'm so sorry.
