I don't recognize myself sometimes. Sure, I look the same, maybe a little more tired, but I'm not the same person. 
I feel like I've been taken over by someone I'm not. I don't complain about everything. Conan Gray is pretty amazing, so I'm not upset about this change.  
Is it possible to have no idea of what happened to you? I feel like I'm spiraling. 
Is this me? Do I really stay up until five or six am every day? Do I really know how to live? 
I don't know what's happening. 
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  