I hate this so much. There's too much bad going on in the world. I can hardly remember the good.
I feel like I get so many of the stupid silent panic attacks in a day. It sucks.
I keep thinking I'm gonna pass out. Everything's too vibrant. It's too loud.
I hear it, but I don't know what it is. It's foreign to me.
It's what keeps me up. It's what hates me so much.
You know, maybe I have heard it before, years ago.
That voice. Jesus, I wish it would just shut up sometimes. It keeps screaming bloody murder. Why? I don't have the slightest clue. Ain't nobody chasing me.
It keeps leaving my head pounding. It hurts so bad.
My god, JUST SHUT UP!
