Geekular COMPLETED

Chapter 30

It's going to be okay ...

You'll get through this ....

Stay strong Scott ...

My friends tells me words of encouragement after receiving that video and showing it to them. After Xavier watched the video, he didn't have any words to say. He just stood there, looking at my phone with disbelief. Even after watching the video, he didn't say anything. He just gives me the phone and walks away, ignoring me when I was calling out for him. Couple of days later, I stay home, not having the strength to go. All day, I would sit in my room, and just blankly stare at my walls and/or ceiling. Currently, I listen to some sad music on my phone as I lay in bed. School is happening at the moment and yet, I'm still here, not even bothering of going.

I'm going to be honest .. I don't know what to do ..

I've lost all the motivation to keep going. Maddie is still in a coma, not knowing when she'll ever wake up. Mom and dad are gone for good. And now, I think I've lost the one person that I, dare I say it, fallen for. I know it's too soon to fall in love, given the circumstances I'm currently in and that we've only been dating for at least a month, but it's possible and it happened. During those two weeks of not communicating with each other, I couldn't be mad at him or hate him because of how much I've fallen for him. He gives me butterflies every time he's near, he makes me feel special in every look he gives, his touch makes me feel good with burning passion. Every word he said to me is like music to my ears. Every kiss is like a drug, wanting more and more. Just being with him is like a endless dream; you don't want it to end.

My ringtone goes off, causing my music to stop playing. I slowly move my head, still laying down in bed, to the side, seeing Claire calling my cell. Sighing, I look back to the ceiling, letting my phone ring. I'm not the in mood to talk or have company around, which is ironic because a couple of days ago, I didn't want to be alone. The last time Claire and my friends came over, it was the day after I receive the video. I didn't even go to work right after; I asked Nolan to take me home and that I just wanted to be alone for the night. My phone, then, stops ringing after the third call and my music continues playing. I slowly start falling asleep, listening to the soft melody of the sad playlist I made.

"Scott..."

Why am I dreaming someone calling my name?

"Scott..."

What the? Why am I shaking?

"SCOTT!"

I jolt up, waking up from a scream, breathing heavily as I try to regain my vision from the blurriness of sleep. Once my vision is no longer blurry, I see Claire and Calvin sitting on my bed; Calvin holding a laptop on his lap.

"What are you guys doing here?" Feeling grogginess in my voice. Claire scoots closer to me.

"We just want to see you." Calvin nods at her statement, smiling at me. I grab my phone, turning off the music. "By the way, when was the last time you showered?"

"Does it matter?"

"Uhm, yeah .." I look at her, seeing slight disgust in her face. ".. You stink real bad."

"Whatever." Yawning as I stretch my limbs. "Back to my question: what are you guys really doing here? Does me not answering your calls and texts gives you the hint of me wanting company?" Sounding annoyed and angry from their presence.

"Bitter, much?" I just glare, not wanting to respond to her. " Anyways, there's another reason why we are here. First, I need your phone." Putting out her hand. Curious on why she needs my phone, I ask her why. She, just, grunts and snatch my phone from my hands, tossing it to Calvin.