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Chapter 37

The day after Christmas I woke up, tucked under someone with an arm draped around me. Moving the slightest bit caused the arm to tighten around me, pulling my closer to the warm, hard body. Nolan's neck is clearly visible to me, his chest rise and falls in a rhythmic pattern. I felt my legs being entangled with his. Slowly, I pulled my head out of his neck, looking up at his sleeping face. A smile started to form on my face as I stare at him, seeing his mouth slightly open as he exhales, seeing the way he slightly moves his head as he dreams. I heard him groan, pulling me even closer to him. He opened his eyes while closing his mouth, then stared down at me with a small smile.

"Good morning." His husky voice made my stomach flutter. His morning voice is sort of sexy, so deep like. I felt a harden pressed against my thighs, caused me to blush hardcore. "Sorry, morning wood." He leaned forward, placing a small kiss on my dry lips. I groan, pulling my face into a disgust. "What?" He asked as he pulls slightly away, chuckling at my expression.

"Morning breath." I whine. I didn't want him to kiss me with morning breath. That's gross and unattractive.

"Mm." He hummed, flattening his lips as he squinted at me. Then, he shrugged, kissing me again. "I don't care." He said through our lips. We got out of bed. Nolan suggested to eat a restaurant for breakfast, which I agreed to. We took turn shower in my bathroom; me going in first. Nolan flirtatiously asked if we can shower together, making it like he was joking, but I saw some seriousness in his face. My answer to him was a slam of the door to his face, locking it afterwards. Finished showering and getting ready, Nolan took us to a diner near the school. We talked as our food was getting ready. I asked him if he's going home today and he just shrugged. I know that he's going through something right now and I don't want to come off as though I don't want him around, but he has to go him eventually.

After breakfast, we went to the hospital to see Maddie again. Doctor said we can take her today since she took all the test and passed. After signing some papers; they asked me about my parents and I just told them that they're still on their trip, earning myself some confuse and weird face, we took Maddie out. The rest of the day was just driving around, eating at Maddie's favorite place, then watch a movie. Unfortunately, Nolan paid for everything, smiling and kissing me every time I complain. Later on, he dropped me to Claire's, so I can get my presents and car, then he met up with me at my house.

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Nolan P.O.V

4 days have gone by and yet, I haven't went home. My phone had been blowing up by calls and texts during the days of isolation, so after a million of them, I decided to turn off my phone completely. I can't go home, not until that cheating bastard gets out. I can't live in the same roof as him. He can leave and be with his other family; I could care less. Before turning off my phone, I sent a text to Nathan, giving him less information on my whereabouts. Apparently, my dad is out looking for me while my mom waits at home, so she could be there when I return. Nathan asked me on my reason for running away. I guess dad didn't mention them about Brandon and that fact that he's his son with another woman. Coward cheating bastard!

Hanging out with Scott everyday makes me feel absolute bliss. Being around him is like being in a beautiful dream and you don't want it to stop. Lately we just hanged, watching some movies at his house with Maddie or driving around Oregon. Even though we do some same stuff everyday, it beats out going home with .. Him

Late at night I would sleep either at the cabin or in my car, parked somewhere that isolated to civilization. I could have slept at Scott's house, but I don't want to intrude and anyone can find me there. Same goes for the cabin; that's why I sleep in my car at times.

The days I've spent went with Scott, the more my feelings grow. I mean I have known that I like Scott, but was too scared to express them. I thought bullying his would help to get rid of them, but it only made me see how defenseless and little he become because of me. Dating Hailey helped me a little to forget about my feelings and sooner, I started to feel something more to her. I loved Hailey; she was the best, when she's not bullying Scott while she's with me. Seeing her doing that made me angry, but I remembered that I can't show her that. The day she told me that she's moving, I couldn't help but to feel somewhat of relief, not because she's leaving, but because I was at first using her to help me forget. I loved her, cherished her with every being in me, but something deep inside me knew that she's not the one for me. A blond boy is what I've always wanted and I'm determine to have him, even when he stills have feelings for my best friend, I have to have him for myself.