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Epilogue

I've never thought my senior year would be like this. I always thought it would be just Claire and I, going through our senior year together, avoiding the drama that usually come. Would you ever thought me - Scott Jenkins: loser, nerd, "high school zero" - be dating the school's hottest captain of the football team, Mr. Popular, and my once best friend? Because if you ask me - I wouldn't think it would happen. I never thought that I would have Nolan Phillips back - not only as friends, but as a boyfriend. We've been together - literally since we were in diapers - and nothing came between us. Dynamic duo. Batman and Robin (we weren't fond of Superman). Brothers. And could possibly be - partners?

Seeing Nolan, kneeling down in front of me, holding an open velvet box with a twinkling gleam of the silver band wedding ring, just made me forget everything in this world. Nothing mattered - just Nolan and I.

"Nolan ... I ..."

"Scott ... I love you ... so much. We're still young and there's so much we need to experience first, but I'm certain that I want to experience them with you. To people, it would seem like we're rushing into things, but you and I know that our love was eternal. Our love started ever since we were in diapers. With this ring, -" he takes the silver band out of its box, presenting it to me with one hand while the other hold my right hand. "- I would give my life to you. Everything of me belongs to you. You already have my heart, my hand, and my soul. Now ... I want you to have my last name and eventually, I want you to have the half of the parent title as we take care of our children. Scott Jenkins ... Will you marry me?"

Complete, utterly shock. I look like an idiot, standing there with my mouth wide open and with no words to say. Looking in Nolan's eyes, I see apprehension as I delayed my answer to his proposal, but deep in those brown dark chocolate eyes, I see love and adoration. I see what I wanted to be seen in ever romance movie. Question is: do I want this? Of course, I want this. So, why can't I say "yes?" Why is my mind telling me that this is a mistake, that this isn't what I should want for my future.

"He's the reason you almost died."

"He's the reason why you're having those recurring nightmares."

........

"You made the right decision."

And just as the voices fades in my surrounding, every color starts to fade with it. And when the color fades, images starts to blurry out, evaporating into smoke in thin air. I'm left, standing in front a knelt smiling image of Nolan and I can't do anything, but to watch as he disintegrate in the air, but still having that perfect smile I once fell in love at. And just like that ... He was gone ... And I'm alone.

RRRIIIIIIINNNGG!!

RRRIIIIIIINNNGG!!

I wake up to the sound of my phone, jolting up from my laying position as I frantically look for it. Person beside me groans, waking up as well from the constant ringing.

"Mmm ... babe, the alarm."

"I know. Looking for my phone; it's not on our bedside table."

Scooting towards the side edge, I look down to see if it fell but nothing was there -- just our carpeted floor.

"Try under the bed."

Nodding to the suggestion, I reach under our bed and yes, my phone is located there. Grabbing it from under, I quickly shut off the alarm. I place it on the table with a big huff, laying back down afterwards. I turn to my side as I hear shuffling next to me. I smile at the view, feeling content. He has a smile on his face as we both face each other, but he still has his eyes closed. With our legs entwined underneath our sheets, I could feel something poking my thigh. Subtly, but being a little minx, I rub my thigh to his length, feeling its hardness. His eyes remains closed as I do this, so I stepped up my little game using my hand. Placing my hand on his arm, I slither them down to his hand. Then, linger a little bit on his waist, tracing the half side of his V line. Slowly, but surely, my hand slides further down the equator and it found the branch of good pleasure.