blaze of desire // billie eilish fanfiction

fourty-nine : auburn

billie

"don't embarrass yourself. when this ends up in the film and your acting looks ridiculous don't blame anyone but you! we're almost at the end, don't let me down now." i shook my head at the actress. "listen, we'll take a break. clear out everyone that doesn't have to be here and we'll get it right." i sighed.

"let's take ten." raymond yelled to everyone. "we've been at it for half an hour, we all need a small break." he told me.

"we've always balanced each other haven't we?" i chuckled, realizing that it's always one of us playing the good cop and the other playing the bad cop but it alternates between the both of us depending on our satisfaction when filming.

"that's why we work together." he shrugged as we both approached our wives. honey and raymond did the most honey and raymond thing ever, got engaged, had a small party with everyone they cared for, flew to vegas the next day, got married.

"how's mama doing?" i approached blaze from behind.

"my back hurts a little bit, and im craving a doughnut." she told me. "baby is doing fine though, sacrificing my comfort." she rubbed her belly.

"i'll get you your doughnut, i promise." i kissed her forehead. "what do you think of amara? i think it's pretty." i got on my knees, gently placed my hand on her belly and she placed her warm ones on top of mine.

"it's pretty, we can add it to the list." she nodded and tucked my hair behind my ear. "stop working your ass off so much, i trust you with this." she told me.

"i'm working my ass off because i know you trust me." i told her. "i'm going to do your book justice, not too much though, i don't want people saying the film is better than the book. not that it could ever be."

"if the film is better than the book i wouldn't give two shits. your accomplishments are my mine and the other way around." she told me.

"plus you're actually a part of making this happen." i added.

"yeah and that." she giggled. "i don't think i have it in me to be a boy mom honestly, thank goodness it's a girl."

"i'm happy juniper is getting a sissy, but you can do anything. don't underestimate yourself." i told her, she guided me to another spot on her belly where the baby was kicking. "holly shit! we gotta put her in karate lessons cause damn."

"i only hope she doesn't keep it up until the last term. the kicks will quickly turn from cute to painful with sleepless nights." she smiled. i couldn't help but stop for a second and admire her. she had the pregnancy glow, she keeps saying that girls take away from their mothers beauty but i've found her ten times more attractive and sexier and just so very magnificent and breathtaking. "stop it, i didn't have the time to put in effort today." she blushed.

"you are breathtaking." i kissed the back of her hand and placed my head on her lap. she played with my hair. "i love you so much." i kissed her knee after a few moments, it just so happened to be the closest thing to me.

"i love you more bil." she replied. "if you're tired, you're the boss." she reminded me.

"no, i have to get this scene right." i sighed, standing up. "i'll ask them to get you the doughnuts, if you move from this chair i will ban you from working tomorrow." i threatened, pecking her lips.

"okay but remember! we have dinner with our parents tonight." she told me as i walked away.

"i know, i got your mom a gift remember?" i turned around to say and then turned back again when she gave me an approving smile.