november + december log

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somehow november and december blurred into one long "i'll start tomorrow" era.

good news first: my skin actually got better. not perfect, but better.

bad news: i still couldn't start working out. i kept going back and forth in my head — should i work out? should i just diet? should i wait until i lose weight then work out? classic overthinking. so instead of choosing, i did neither.

my weight stayed in maintenance mode. not moving. just watching me debate my life choices. i guess part of me thought i had to pick one: either eat less or move more. and since food is already complicated, workouts felt like too much.

december always does this thing where it makes everything feel urgent and pointless at the same time. like "change your life now" but also "see you in january."


question for whoever's still here:
did you start with diet or workouts first — and how did you stop overthinking it?

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